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its been a couple days since you and kuroos fight. in that amount of time, it had you thinking. maybe it was for the better hed left you alone. "did you and kuroo have a fight or something?" nishimiya questioned his absence. "why do you ask?" you asked not looking up from your paper. "well hed usually be following you everywhere, but now you guys dont even look at each other." nishimiya rested in the chair next to you. "well, its for the better if we arent together." you pursed your lips and began to force the pencil onto the paper to the point the tip breaks off. "well, if im being honest, you were much happier when he was around. youd always have a smile on your face when he killed you with his corny jokes, you know?" nishimiya snorted at the memories. "are you going to be okay?" she rested her hand on your shoulder. "im totally fine," you smiled up at her. the smile was filled with emotion. sadness, anger, happiness. your bottom lip trembled. "okay, well im gonna go to lunch," she bowed before leaving the council room. you ran a hand through your hair. "now i cant concentrate." you irked. you took out your homemade bento and began to eat lunch, alone. as you chewed on your food, you looked at the vacant seat next to you where kuroo used to sit next to you and rant about his day and interesting encounters. your lips curled into a frown. you swallowed thickly and your mind began to ponder. 'you never seek help and doing that youre going to end up all alone.' what did he mean by that?
you walked through the halls at the end of the day with your bag in one hand and your baseball hat in another. you walked to your job. the silence was eating you whole. missing the presence of another body walking beside you. you bit your inner cheek finally entering the maid cafes back door. "hey, y/n!" amelie yelled out to you. "hey." you opened your locker and placed your school bag inside. "are you alright?" amelie questioned in a worried tone. "im fine." you said unbuttoning the school uniform blouse. "i dont believe you." she neared you. "what happened." she tilted her head. "nothing, really." you zipped the dress up. "it doesnt look like nothing," she rubbed your back and lead you to the lounge chair. you hesitated, "i...i compared kuroo to my fucking dad." you looked down at the hands that rested in your lap. "and how did that happen?" she questioned. "well, we got into a fight about how im too independent and i made it seem like i didnt care about him a-and i do!" you stammered as you bit your lip. your eyes began to water but you werent crying. "how about this, you go home and i will fill in for you, yeah?" she pushed strands of hair away from your face. "n-no! i couldnt do that, youd have to work overtime!" you shook your head. "its okay, besides you need the break," she offered a genuine smile. "okay. thank you, amelie." you hugged the older girl next to you. "now hurry and get home before it gets late." she shooed. "okay, see you!"
"y/n? why are you home so early?" your mom entered the house. "lets just say i didnt go to work today." you continued to stir the pot. "what are you making?" you smiled. "(your mom's favorite food.)" she cheered. "i havent had that in awhile!" she gleamed. "go get cleaned up and then we can eat." you turned the heat down. "alright." she went straight to the bathroom.
"mom." you hesitated. "yes, honey?" she looked at you with slight concern. "what did you feel when you...met dad." you clenched your jaw calling that man your father. "well, he was a big punk ill tell you that. but he was gentle with me compared to his friends. he made me feel thing i have never felt before, you know?" she breathed out. "why the sudden question?" she laughed. "just..curious." you swallowed thickly.
you laid in your bed, twisting and turning. you couldnt get your mind off of kuroo all day. the sudden urge to just run to him like a lost puppy ran through your mind but you couldnt gather courage to do it. you never thought youd say it but you missed him.
