Steddie Oneshots(Paused)

★Moving on★

TW: Suc1de,,Mention of guns, slight detail In bodygore,

Steve sat there sobbing, Holding onto one of his T-Shirts.He wasn't handling Eddie's Death very well.

"Eddie why d-did you l-leave m-me?!?"Steve asked,Angry in his voice as he found and let out a loud sob.

"Eddie w-why-"the boy cried,He just wanted to hug him,He missed him,They had been dating for 3 years and Steve blames himself for what happened to Eddie."Where A-All those years j-just f-for nothing?"He cried as he moved his hands to his hair and tugged harshly as he closed his eyes shut and blocked out any noise, Including his own sobs.

He was trying to get control of his breathing but he couldn't he was hyperventilating trying to get air.Hen couldn't open his eyes and all he saw was Eddie's body,His face blown off.

He tried to look away but he couldn't it was Vivid all he saw as he screamed for help.

He screamed and cried for Eddie,He needed him back.

"W-WHY DID YOU-W-WHY DID YOU L-LEAVE ME E-EDDIE"he yelled at he Began to bang his hands on his head,It hurt and he had a bad headache but he couldn't stop,He wasn't in control.

"E-EDDIE I NEED Y-YOU W-WHY"He screamed.

Serval hours later he found himself wake up in a cold sweat,he had no idea what time it was and looked around and looked at his hands which had blood on them,He was confused and scared.He had a nightmare about Eddie and he just wanted Eddie to be back.

"Eddie..Why..W-Why did you have to leave me alone?"Steve cried as he rubbed his head, Realizing the blood his coming from his head he got up and went to the bathroom door.

The room Eddie did it.

Steve refused to go in there,he felt like it was disrespectful to Eddie he didn't know why.

He sat on the floor and curled on a ball-"God,,I-I love you Eddie.."