Steddie Oneshots(Paused)

★"There's more"★

🤭🤭🤭 just me Kinning Eddie and giving him my issues,Just so y'all know I'm promise I'm good and I honestly really appreciate all the comment y'all leave and I read everyone and try to answer everyone so yeah,thank you guys and warning ⚠️ this chapter is like really dark I feel like idk if it actually is but if you have a issue with even mentions of SH(S3lf h@rm) this ain't the right one for you to read

TW: S3lf h@rm,Like that's what's the whole chapter is about,Sh Scars, Suicidal thoughts,Blood,Sharp things,Knifes,Body issues , Dysmorphophobia,Trans eddie

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3rd person

Eddie sat there in the bathroom,Holding the knife.He looked at himself in the mirror,God he hated how he looked,He didn't think he was ugly it was simply the face that was looking at him in the mirror didn't feel like his,It never did,The issues like that didn't come Intell his body.He grabbed his shirt and tightened it,Seeing his body,He could see his breasts and feminine body,Got he fucking hated it,He lifted up His shirt,Revealing his stomach,Covered in white scars.He almost started sobbing right then and there,The scars only got worse the closer to his breasts you got.

He held his shirt up with one and hand and in the other he held the knife right below his Breast,Cutting deeply from there to the other side of his body,Blood started gushing out as he sobbed, Continuing to cut like there was no tomorrow,it took alot of will power to not end it right then and there,His bleeding got worse and was dripping into the floor,It was all over his shirt and all he could do was sit there and watch as the blood rushed out,Only making him more angry at himself,Eddie sat down on the floor looking at his thighs, begining to cut and carve,His thighs now bleeding more than his chest.He sobbed out,Wishing Steve was home from work.

He then went to his arms and began to cut also before almost falling into the floor,Sobbing.He curled up.

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A few hours later it was as if nothing happened ,He had bandage all on his stomach and was wearing a long sleeve shirt and sweatpants,He was holding into the shirt covered in blood when he heard the door open he panicked and ran to the now clean bathroom since he cleaned it up and kicked the shirt behind the Toilet before coming out-"Stevie Finally!"Eddie said,Eddie looked sick and Steve noticed-"Hey eds you alright,You look so,,Tired,Did you not sleep good?"Steve asked him.

Eddie sat in the couch and Steve st down with him-"Ah, yeah..I slept horrible"Eddie said to him,He wasn't lying it just wasn't the complete truth.

Steve sighed and pulled him closer,Grabbing onto his arms,Causing the other to Whimper some-"Ugh sorry,It just hurt cause uhm-,,It was too tight of a grip"Eddie told Steve.

Steve looked at him confused but then it hit Steve,Steve knew he had issues with Self harm but s few month ago Eddie had promised he stopped,Steve Believed him but now he was so sure.

"Eddie..?"Steve asked

Eddie looked worried now, Nervous even."Uh yeah?"Eddie answered.

Steve sighed and looked at him-"May I roll up your sleeves?"Steve asked, Holding on the other arm softly,Trying not to hurt him-"No!"Eddie said pulling his arm away roughly.-"I-I mean,Why would you wanna do that?"Eddie said,Knowing he just fucked himself over..
"Eddie.."Steve said with a small sigh.

Steve Pulled his closer by holding into his hips -"It's okay Eddie we all Slip up sometimes,Just be honest okay?I'm not mad I promise,, Did you hurt yourself?Where all did you hurt yourself?"Steve asked Eddie.

Eddie gulped,He felt sad, Pathetic,God he wanted to die.

"U-Uhm.."Instead of Saying anything he Simply rolled up his sleeves,God it was horrible,His arms were completely mauled.

Steve wanted to cry,He felt so bad for the other-"T-Thats not it all"Eddie got up and took off his pants so he would just be in his boxers,Making his Thighs Visible-"Eddie-"-"There's more"

Steve wanted to cry as the other lifted up his shirt and undid the bandages,Showing all of the cuts and scars.Eddie found his eyes starting to water.

Steve went and picked up the other,holding him close-"Next time talk to me,,Please,go to my job,Go where ever I am,Just whatever you have to do to get to me."Steve told him and Eddie bursted into tears,He couldn't handle it anymore-"I d-dont know why Steve!I-I thought It was gonna get better B-But it didn't!I still w-wanna Die Steve!"Eddie admitted to him,Grabbing onto his own hair.

Steve grabbed his Hands and pulled him close-"It's gonna be okay Eddie,Just let it out,I wanna listen"