I didn't realise what I've got myself into, I really don't. I looked over at my side, gun in my hand, Paige and Eric said that tris will get what she deserves. Does she? But I don't want to hurt her, four maybe, but defiantly not tris. I sighed as I rubbed my thumb along the trigger, I really have not got a clue in what I'm suppose to do. Will I go to jail? Agh. My mind isn't thinking properly right now.
"Hey dude!" I heard fours voice echo in my house, I scrabbled picking up the gun an placing it in the draw. He came round the corner, tori on his shoulders. His such a good dad, she loves him, and tris very much, and this is why I can't do it. I can't ruin their family.
"Hey what you doing here?" I asked, not being able to keep my eyes off the draw. I think he could tell I'm nervous because he tilted his head and squinted his eyes.
"You okay zeke?" He asked. I gulped. Nodded.
"Yeah how about you?"
"I'm grand, I need you to babysit tori for me please"
"Umm sure?" I said
"Great i shall see you later dude" he said and walked away, tori looked up at me, her blue eyes glistening. I smiled and held her hand and took her into the lounge.
She just sat there, for a while, looking at me, her eyes wide and sparkly, It's like she knew what I'm about to do, I know I shouldn't do it, I shouldn't change the plan, but he deserves it, Tris doesn't. The sudden urge of wanting tris all to myself scares me, scares me that somewhere inside of me i might not have the guts to harm her lover, because without him shes no one and i whitnessed that when he left 6 years ago, under my recommendation for him to stay in LA. The memory's of her alone, sad, depressed all come flooding back to me, but her holding onto the past with him, marrying her today is going to make her regret this. And I'm the only one who can stop her. I move across towards tori, she looked up at me and smiled.
" you excited for the wedding" she asked me, out of no where, I nodded and smiled at her.
"Are you?"
"Aha, of course, mommy is going to look so pretty" she said excitedly. I breathed in slowly, she always does, and always will.
"Tori! Get here now, do you want to be late or what? And zeke! Why aren't you changed, if I don't see you in that suit within 10minutes sharp I will kick your ass" Christina screamed while cradling river in her arms. I sighed as I looked at the black suit, this is going to be a wedding to remember.
_______ TRIS's p.o.v_____
The dress is just staring at me. It's beautiful, it's breathtaking. I take a sip of my orange juice and instantly get a horrible sickly feeling in my gut. I run to the bathroom, clench my hands around the ring of the toilet, start to heave until the burning mixture at the back of my throat came up, and into the toilet. Great. Sick on my wedding day.
"Beatrice darling"I heard Christina's voice, I smiled, she laughed, that was until she saw me.
"Why aren't you dressed and what's that dreadful smell?... Is that sick? Tris! " she screamed, but I didn't feel like screaming back, I smiled and shrugged my shoulders. I had this awful feeling in my gut and I'm not ready to ask her about it. But she got to the point before me.
"Test. Now. Go pee" she said and I nodded, held back the tears, and smiled. I didn't even need to pee, so I grabbed two cartons to sunny d and sat on the toilet, drank them within seconds because of the dryness in the back of my throat was killing me. I swallowed heavily, trying to make the mixture go down quicker. I felt the urge to pee, not because I needed to, because I wanted to.
Two minutes later and Christina's hand started banging down the door. I knew it was time to check, but I don't know if I'll be happy I am, happy I ain't, sad i am or sad I ain't. I don't know. Many feelings, thoughts are running through my mind and I don't know what I'm supposed to do, now that I'm pregnant. Positive. I smiled, this is a good thing right? I hope so.
I put my sweaty palms around the door knob, twisted it, and opened the door, christina at the door with my dress, anxious to know, I Just nodded and threw her arms around me.
Once I was changed, I felt, like a princess, I've had dreams of this day for ever, with him, I just can't wait until I make him my husband. I placed my vail on my head and made my way down towards tobias's room. I knocked. Twice, too excited to wait I stormed in, he turned around and his mouth dropped.
______tobias's p.o.v_____
The door knocked, I couldn't be bothered to open the door, but someone already did, well didn't exactly 'open' it, the stormed in, I turned around tying my tie. And in front of me was the most beautiful women I've even seen. Tris's hair was curled to the side, her princess styled dress fitted tightly around her bust and waist. My draw dropped. She blushed and ran towards me, I held her, breathing in her expensive perfume scent.
"Tobias. I'm pregnant"
And I cried.
So so so sorry for not updating for 4 months... Sorry but here's an update :) please go check out my best fiends new story called 'not like the other girls' make sure you vote too. Her name is @kelseypayet
