I woke up the next morning. Tired. Upset. And well... Lonely. These 4days have gone so fast with Tobias. They were memorable too. I sighed as I got off the sofa. Trying not to wake tori up. I heard a knock on the door as I ran to answer it. Hoping it was somehow Tobias. Obviously it weren't. I opened it to see Christina. She was breathing rapidly. I helped her in
"Has four gone already?" She screamed.
"Yeah he went last night. I told him to go to Paige" I said.
"Oh hun. I saw the news. I was gonna kick some ass." She said that made me laugh. She hugged me and I felt like breaking down but I didn't.
"Is that why you have bags under your eyes?" She questioned and I nodded.
"Okay we need you to get up and date some people" she said. I smiled and shook my head.
"Oh hell to the no" I said and Christina shot me a look.
"I know the perfect guy." She said. I gave her a puzzled look. Who?
"Eric." She said. Wow. It's been a long long time.
Fours' p.o.v
I havent even spoken to Paige about her pregnancy yet. I mean I know she would never lie to me. That's just sick in the head. She's gone to shoot a movie in england. For 2months. That fitted in with my tour so... I have nothing to worry about.
I walked into the studio when rob approached me. I cussed in my head as he smiled.
"Okay so you can write your own song to perform tomorrow night. It will be broadcasted live so make it good and meanful" Rob said. I nodded in agreement.
I mostly write about money.sex. normal stuff Rob tells me to. But tonight I can write one that means something to me. I want it to be about tris. That's all I have for now.
By the time I'm finnished. Its a song about how when me and tris were... 14 she fell pregnant. Don't judge. It was an accident. Anyway and she lost our baby due to the cancer she had inside her womb.
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"Hey guys! So this is four. I wrote this song for someone, two people who mean a lot to me. To Tris prior. And our baby in heaven"
" You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life,
You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes,
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can,
But for now you're scan of my unmade plans,
A small bump in four months you're brought to life
A small bump in four months you'll open your eyes
I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth,
I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth,
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
You are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
Oh, you are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
And you'll be alright.
Oh, you're just a small bump unknown, you'll grow into your skin.
With a smile like hers and a dimple beneath your chin.
