Geno~
I made a mistake.
The guilt climbing up my spine and entering my skull like a crawling snake. I didn't mean to say that.
I made a mistake.
Another mistake.
Why can't I hear the sound of your voice?
Why can't I feel your cold yet warm hold around me?
... why aren't you here?...
I made a mistake.
Another mistake.
I lost everything. My family, my friends and the only monster that loved me after all this time.
I lost everything. While you lost really nothing...
I made a mistake.
AnOthEr mistake.
I don't deserve, never deserved and I would never be good enough to deserve you.
I tried to pull you away... so many times... yet, you still came back... so many times.
I made a mistake.
ANOTHER MISTAKE.
I didn't want to see you that way.
I didn't want to see you drag yourself down to such a low level.
Leave me alone...
You deserved better than just this.
You deserved better than just... me...
I am not repeating myself...
I tried to make you feel...
I tried to make you HeAr...
I TRIED TO MAKE YOU SEE
I DON'T LOVE YOU. NEVER LOVED YOU. AND NEVER WILL LOVE YOU EITHER.
STOP BEING LIKE THAT AND FOR GOD'S SAKE LEAVE ME ALONE!!
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I made a mistake...
Another mistake...
My soul feels alone, cold, without even a speck of light in it.
My head feels empty, dizzy, nothing more than the dark.
I feel... dark, alone, incomplete, without a purpose.
I didn't say enough.
I didn't try enough.
I didn't... love you enough
Now I really see how much time I wasted
You only value something when you lose it.
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Mahxry_0
(8/15/22)
Geno belongs to Loverofpiggies/CrayonQueen
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