I feel overwhelmed, my emotions are conflicting with each other in a battle that doesn't make sense. Why is everything exploding? What is the purpose of this? How can I still walk without feel like i'm stepping on everyone?
I had time, I still have time, but the world is running too fast that I lost my pace. When did I get distracted? I can't give you a valid answer, because I don't know myself. I shouldn't have stopped to breathe, if I kept going, maybe I wouldn't be so trapped like I am right now. I would be able to calm down, I would be able to think, I would be able to rest...
"Okay, just a few more minutes and-"
I wasted time, I keep wasting time. Why can't I just walk? I don't have to run, I just need to MOVE! Maybe after this my motivation will come back, it's not that hard, right? This is the thing I know how to do the most! Yeah, maybe..
"I can do this"
But... then the water washes over me again. I can't. I actually can't. I wasted time, I am also trying to keep writing this in a good and "poetic" way, but I feel too overwhelmed to even do so. I need a shower and to finish stuff, but instead of doing that, I am here wasting time writing something that is irrelevant to many.
I'm sorry, I need to stop. Have a goodnight 💜
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Mr_a2080x
(9/11/23)
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