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For everyone what comes close to mind is either someone who is locked up in their rooms or someone who is always 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦. I, myself, had this on my mind too.
I never knew you could be 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘺 even if you are in a 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘥, surrounded by people whom you can describe as loved ones.
"Lonely in a crowd? That's impossible, you're surrounded by people you love."
I will stop you right there.
Loneliness is something you can describe as you see it physically.
Loneliness is the feeling of being alone, the feeling of trying to reach out to someone yet being locked up inside your mind. It is a mind prison, a mentality that locks you in so no one can get out.
Some occurrences happen or will happen that will make you think that it is your experience. An eye-opening experience for me was watching a show about a girl who took her own life due to multiple factors. As I finished the series I've seen some changes in some points of view I had and from there I never came back. One of which I related to was when the girl was explaining how she felt as if she was left to be alone to experience this cruel world.
𝘠𝘰𝘶 never know when you will feel the lingering 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 that eats you alive.
It gives the feeling of being eaten alive thus leading you to a space of 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴.
There's a 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 of 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦 yet your 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 feels at 𝘸𝘢𝘳 as it gives the sense of 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 for someone to 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 you.
This has been page two, I'm sorry my dear diary, and whoever is reading this by the other side.
YOU ARE READING
a life's work filled with words
Poetrya compilation of the poems written by the author. do note that the author often writes about dark themes such as the topic of gore, su1c1d3, s3/f h4rm and depressing topics, if you're experiencing or having these kinds of thoughts i suggest not to r...
