TW// mentions of death. DO NOT READ FURTHER IF UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THE SUBJECT.

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I've been craving the sweet embrace of sleep more often. It feels like an escape, to all the hurt and scary thoughts, a temporary break from reality.

Time feels so fast, I hope it could slow down just for a moment.

My life is spinning out of my control, time feels so blurred, everything feels like it's just coming and going and I can't even cherish those who come before they go.

I wonder if sleeping will let me cherish the people who were there with me. A temporary pause in time, to just let me be with them longer.

Maybe not temporary, I hope it could be longer, maybe for forever.

If I ended everything here, will I be able to cherish them and hold on to them until my dying breath?

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ - untitled | 002.

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