‼️ TW: mentions of pɪ||s, dɘäth, and possible attempt/s of süɪcɪdɘ. DO NOT READ FURTHER IF UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THE SUBJECT. ‼️
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the clock ticks at a consistent pace as i try to fall asleep, it's been keeping me awake for the past hour now.
darkness surrounded my room as the light outside fail to brighten the four corners of my room, i tossed and turn yet nothing felt like a place of comfort.
i couldn't turn my brain off from thinking at all.
sleep deprived, i turned around and grabbed the green bottle of pills that stood on my bedside table, i wanted the pain to go away, it's driving me insane.
the time feels all the more blurred as i think about everything i could've done about my life. i've been following a goal yet achieve none at all, tears stream down from my eyes lying down as i gripped the bottle harder. i don't know what to do anymore, life is driving me insane and i couldn't do it anymore yet i didn't want to leave my life either. to be confused wasn't something i wanted to be anymore. i want to end everything but i don't want to die.
ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ - untitled | 001.
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a life's work filled with words
Poetrya compilation of the poems written by the author. do note that the author often writes about dark themes such as the topic of gore, su1c1d3, s3/f h4rm and depressing topics, if you're experiencing or having these kinds of thoughts i suggest not to r...
