Drizzlinglights

Waste

I don't know..
I don't know why..
No I still don't find the reason why our conversation are so short.

Yeah I have many friends.

With most of them I can get some conversations out of them but you.
I can't get anything out of you.

How strange, you are the one I known for the longest.
Even tho I known you for this long is till hard to connect to you.

I know I messed up a long time ago.
But if I had known that we were going to be so dry.
I would have kept our silence as a treasure.

I have been busy.
Living life, living.
Even before that our conversations were empty.
No, you are the tired one.
Busy and exhausted, but I still put work into this crumbling friendship.

How draining, our conversation are so one sided and boring.
How can I keep waisting time like this?

What a waste.

Energy
Time
Breathe
Life

Wasting oxygen on you.

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I don't dislike you nor hate you, you are just tired.
How could I blame you?