Drizzlinglights

Joking

You are joking?
Sorry I can't tell if you are joking.

You are joking?
You are joking?
You are joking?

Can't help stop reliving your words on my head.
Admire you for so long, you have been in my head.
Wonder if I will ever joke again.

How hurt, though you liked my jokes.
Thought you laugh at my jokes.
Thought I could joke around with you.

Maybe we are still strangers that know about each others existence.

I apologize for coming into your life.
Another useless being in your life.

Are you joking?
Are you joking?
Are you joking?

See me smile? I'm happy don't ask about unseen frowns.
Upset? Upset, see me smile no frowns.

Thought you knew when I joked.
Thought we were friends.
How heart broke. How can I be so pathetic.

A simple scratch has me bleeding. Why can't the knife tasted it's own sharpness?

Are you joking?
Are you joking?
Are you joking?
Are you joking?
Are you joking?
Are you joking?
Are you joking?

Will I ever drown on my overthinking?

Joking
Joking
Joking