Drizzlinglights

Personality

My personality is fake.
Why are you so sad?
Why are you frowning, you used to always smile.

I don't have the motivation to smile.
I'm so irritated.
I'm sorry that you got in love with my fake happiness and cheerfully personality
I just wanted to be the friend that I always wanted.

The person that I never had close to me.

I'm tired,
my smile fades as I draw it on my face.
My eyes half open fighting it's heaviness as I watch you.
I'm suffocating this feeling is planted in me,
I beg you I will
carve it out. 
Cut my skin see it bleed carve out this feeling.

Break my bones,
sculpt my meat and muscle
as the happy being I use to be.
Sew me a smile on my skin.
Transformer me at what I use to be,
make me your beautiful lie
your fantasy.