Being an adult really makes you think that I don't got this and reality swallows you in. Its a Rollercoaster full of twists and turns, you're really out here hoping for the best.
Too long have I felt that I kept myself hidden from my loved ones. Through all the laughter and fun that can be seen visibly, in that exact moment and time, I was unhappy on the inside.
I became more isolated from the world and started to see home as a sanctuary where I can just be myself. I had the courage to open up towards my friends about something that I kept hidden for years. I didn't know where I got that confidence but I'm proud that i was able to do it. I'm trying now to be my real self.
It's a struggle to accept things about yourself, all the qualities and flaws because it takes a lot of time as you learn more about yourself.
At this time, I'm at a place where I can rightfully say I smiled and I didn't force it. I am hoping that I will experience this more.
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Roses bloom but I bleed...
PoetryHey you: I'm the one who drowns in his thoughts constantly, has a variety of imperfections and yearns for those qualities of a rose. See this journey as if you are riding a roller-coaster, it won't spiral out of control but it has its ups and down...
