𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊
UK 🔊 /ˈ𝚜𝚖ɔː𝚕 ˌ𝚝ɔː𝚔/
𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯
noun: 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤; noun: 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤
conversation about things that
are not important, often between
people who do not know each other...
- i started my masters. i hate it. it sucks. fuck me😝
- me and J broke up in june👍🏼. i don't mind that he has female friends. we've talked about this a lot. it's the same way he doesn't mind me having male friends but there's a limit to everything. i knew his best friend had a thing for him but he always told me that she was just a best friend to him and i let it go but tell me why i'm away on holiday in sri lanka and i'm like wondering why he's never texting me. i let it go cause we are both bad texters and we prefer to call but it had been like a week since i came to sri lanka and he hadn't called me once? anyways, one of the people i used to work with at the restaurant messages me on snapchat saying 'did you and J break up?' and i was so confused cause what? turns out, while i've been away on holiday, he's been doing god knows what with his best friend👍🏼i just texted him saying 'let's break up and we'll talk about this when i get back'. fucking ruined my entire holiday☺️
- i went back to work at the restaurant when i got back from holiday. the best thing about hospitality jobs is that they are always in need of staff and i need money. anyways, J moved to London in august so i don't have to worry about it being awkward with us.
let's talk romance for a second: there's a new guy at work. okay, he's not new. like he's been working there since may? but i didn't know of him until july. anyways, one of the girls at the restaurant told me that he thought i was cute and i was taken aback because he's pretty cute himself.
the guy in question has GREEN fucking eyes and ONE DIMPLE THAT LITERALLY CAVE INTO HIS LEFT CHEEK.
anyways, we sort of became friends cause we were put in the same section to work in and I LOVE WORKING with people like him. he doesn't slack around and is always on it. i complimented his eyes and this is how the rest of that conversation went: we're going to call him A :
A : your eyes are pretty too me : you're only saying that because i said it about your eyes. i'm not trying to fish for compliments A : you're right but you do have nice eyes. and your teeth. i like your teeth me : what the fuck? thank you?
WHEN I TELL YOU I LITERALLY STARTED DYING ON THE FLOOR CAUSE OF HIM SAYING HE LIKES ME TEETH😭😭i've never gotten that EVER. it reminded me of that one interview with milly bobby brown and louis partridge where he compliments her ears and she does 'NICE EARS?!?' and she just looks so in disbelief. yeah that was me😭😭
anyways, we actually became good friends after that but i was stil sad about my break up with J cause he was literally my first boyfriend and we were dating for 6 months so☹️.
carrying on, we always do work motives where we'll just go out to eat or go to the cinemas or something like that so this one day, in september, A just puts on the group chat we have, is anyone down to go to birmingham on friday? there's a hot pot place i want to try. everyone at the restaurant was like 'yeah that'll be great' and including myself, five other people agreed to come.
friday rolls around and it's only me and A waiting at the train station. everyone else bailed saying something came up🤨
anyways, had the best fucking meal of my life. and we walked around town for a bit and we bought ice cream and sat in a park eating ice cream. it was nice. back on the train ride home, he goes 'i like you and i understand you're still getting over your ex but i just need you to know how i feel about you.'
it's been two months since then💀i do like him but i'm scared? idk what to do.
let me just tell you guys some of the things he does that MADE/MAKE me swoon: (yes. i made a pros and cons list. there is only con and that's smoking🧍♂️)
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