SMALL TALK ; rant book

(18) small talk ; update on myself

i'm not back yet because i still haven't got my life sorted out and i am both stressed and tired but a small update on myself🤪

me and J are officially going out😩he asked me out the day after we went out on our first date. HE IS LITERALLY THE BEST BOYFRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD. literally treats me like a fucking queen and is always so patient with me and never raises his voices and is always willing to rewatch films with me and always gets me ice cream when i'm sad and always allows me to cry to him about absolutely anything and is always finding ways to put a smile on my face. like he is literally my favourite man. i love him.

anyway, we got a new manager about two weeks ago and that man is so nice like literally the best manager ever. get you managers who are on your level about shit cause this man doesn't beat around the bush and is just straight to the point about everything and i love that. he will tell it to you exactly how it is.

STORY TIME:

our rotas got changed over the holidays so on days i'm working, J isn't working with me😭and i think it was last thursday that i literally had the worst breakdown at work. usually, i'm pretty good at stopping myself from crying at work, especially if it's a problem that's not related to work.

one of my favourite people at work left without saying good bye and i was so heartbroken over that for a good few days and on that thursday, i had just come into work after having 2 days off and he wasn't there and i just got really sad about it. then this guy i despise just kept telling me to do this and that and i literally couldn't handle it and i broke down crying.

i went to the bathroom and i was in there for a good 15 minutes just crying. i'm literally so dramatic for no reason but i literally had no legit reason to cry.

anyway, i leave the bathroom and my manager walks past me and he sees my eyes and he literally takes me aside and talks to me and makes me stop crying and when i tell you, it literally felt so nice to actually feel listened to. i told him everything that was bothering me and he just sat there and listened and then bought me ice cream to cheer me up😭😭

BRO IF I DIDNT HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND MY MANAGER DIDNT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, I WOULD HAVE ASKED HIM TO MARRY ME RIGHT THERE ON THE SPOT💗

(i don't have a crush on my manager and my boyfriend knows about this in case you guys are wondering😀)

anyway, that's all the crazy things that have happened to me over the past few weeks