Songs at sunset

Hannah

I put my phone down.
I stared at wall for a while fidgeting with my phone for what felt like days thinking about the night and what Amos said to me but how Andrew made me feel.
Amos knew me inside out.
He knew I was a crazy and insecure but grateful and happy.
TEXT RECEIVED
From Andrew

Hannah Young. You looked good tonight thankyou for coming what you doing tomorrow come see me?
- Drew

I couldn't believe it was happening.
He wanted to see me again like I know Amos had said with me it was different but , Andrew had this crazy Reputation it was beat and delete that's not something I wanted I really like this guy and I am willing to test the waters.
PHONE CALL
- withheld

....;- Hannah Young
Me;- yeaa whose this?
....;- you still don't know my voice ?
Me;- should I ?
....;- did you get my text ? You coming to see me tomorrow ?
Me;- ANDREW!!!
....;- so you do know me
Me;- I can come over if you want
....;- aitte get here for around 2/3
Me;- good night Drew
....;- good night

END OF PHONE CALL

What's it gonna be coz I can't pretend
Don't you wanna be more than friends
Hold me tight and don't let goo....

Next day.
I was outside 2.47 in blue ripped jeans
A ribbed vest and air forces.
It was a rather hot day I knocked on the door and Amos answered.

Amos;- did you forget something ?
Me;- stop playing games I'm here to see Drew
Amos;- you calling him Drew now!? You changed the game Hannah Young
Me;- what's up with your family calling my full name
Amos;- whatever come in wanna wait up in my room or?
Me;- sure we can finish that talk

Amos let me in and I ran straight up to his room and sat on the beanie chair.
I looked at my fingers and started playing with them.

Amos;- Hannah you nervous??
Me;- me?? What no why would I be?
Amos;- you are sucking in your cheeks and your playing with your fingers
Me;- new habit
Amos;- that's what you do when your nervous Hannz I know you like myself your nervous
Me;- course I am he makes me nervous
Amos;- his like any other guy he shouldn't make you feel anything but special

BACK2REALITY

I felt like I was drowning in water.
I couldn't breathe I was fighting what seemed like strong winds.
I couldn't wake up I was swinging my arms in the air nonchalantly unaware of what I was doing in that moment.
I finally breathed in a gasp of air and rose ole out of a nightmare.

I was going to see Amos today.

Song;- brandy - missing you

Though I'm missing you
(Although I'm)
I'll find anyway to get through

I got into the shower.
Got dressed.
And called the cab.
I waited 10 minutes and I met the driver outside.
I still didn't have a working phone I didn't know if Amos was home or even if he had left for Uni.
I just had to see my best friend.
An hour passed and there I was 144 priory crescent.

I sat there and looked at the door.
I faced the opposite houses.
Who told me I was ready for this?
I looked at the door once again and a tear fell out of my right eye.
I got out of the cab and pressed the bell.
There was a delay in answering the door so I rang again , then I heard foot steps.
Probably Amos.

Now my jaw was hurting the way I strained my jaw to make it seem as though I had to been smiling the whole way. Then I see him. I started shaking.

Me;- Hi is Amos in?
Andrew;- Hannah? Woow long time
Me;- yeaa almost 4 years , is Amos home?
Andrew;- not yet but you can wait in his room
Me;- thankyou

He was holding this beautiful little girl.
She was light skinned and had this little Afro going on ;- she looked about 2 years old.
Had Andrews lips and eyes , and little girl knew how to stare.

Andrew;- Hannah , stop it
Me;- huh?
Andrew;- her name is Hannah
Me;- who named her?
Andrew;- I did

I looked at him rather confused.
I really wanted to blow off his head I though I would be honoured but I just didn't get why he named his daughter Hannah.
After me...

Andrew;- Hannah you look different
Me;- ummhmm
Andrew;- You got thinner
Me;- Yeaa
Andrew;- go on Hannie say hello to auntie Hannah

Tears formed in my eyes.
My eyes began to flood.
I was jealous. He was so in love with this little girl you could tell she was his world.

Song - Labrinth ;-jealous