It's still you (Niragi x Chishiya)

Flashback- Coming Out

🎵And I can't change, Even if I tried, Even if I wanted to, My love, my love, my love, She keeps me warm, She keeps me warm🎵

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ - violence, arguing and homophobic language

Niragi's POV:

I had woken up one morning to the sound of my parents arguing this was a normal occurrence but it was still frustrating nonetheless.

What was odd about this argument was that they were talking about me, and how abnormal I was and my mother blamed my father for that, what struck me though was what she said next, 'Yeah well if he is so normal why is it he has never mentioned or brought a girlfriend around, the only person that's ever been around is that fairy friend of his Chishoya or whatever his name is, I'm telling you now I didn't raise any fairy' that made me very angry and was a tipping point for me, and so I decided to head downstairs and confront my parents.

I entered the kitchen and my dad turned towards me noticing my presence instantly, "sorry if we woke you son is something bothering you?" my mum tutted and responded,

"Who cares if we woke him why are you here now?" I turned towards her with a scowl aimed directly at her,

"I'm here because I need to ask that you don't bring me or my friend into your arguments as we are not the reason you too are in the situation you are in." My mum scoffed again, but I continued what I was saying, "Also please refrain from referring to my boyfriend as a 'fairy boy' as that is very degrading his name is Chishiya and I will not allow you to judge him without knowing him properly." She looked shocked and was momentarily speechless before she got a look of anger spread across her face,

"SO YOU'RE A FAG NOW HUH, THAT'S WHAT'S GOING ON!" She yelled and grabbed the first object she could find, which happened to be a glass and she threw it in my direction it crushed behind me but shards of it ricocheted and pierced my face.

My dad yelled at her but she kept me in her pursuit and pushed me up against the wall her hand gripping my neck, she applied pressure and got close to my ear whispering, "If I ever see that boy near here or near you, I won't hesitate to do the same I'm doing to you and worse, so you better end it." she pulled away and released the grip, but not leaving before she punched me causing a black eye to appear.

Once she had left I slid to the ground with tears pooling in my eyes, my dad came up next to me and placed his hand on my shoulder, "I'm so sorry son that I can't stand up to her I promise I will get her out of our lives, and if it makes you feel better, that Chishiya boy seemed sweet and like he makes you very happy so you have my support." he smiled for a moment before a frown crossed his face, "as much as I hate to have you do this you should probably break up with him at least until your mother is out of our lives I would hate for her to actually hurt your boyfriend, so go see him and ease him down gently don't tell him it's because of your mum I fear he will just worry about you."

Tears spilt down my cheeks and my breathing was uneven, so my father put his arms around me apologising for all that I've had to go through because of my mum.

I put off answering any calls or texts from Chishiya for a few hours as I sat in my room thinking about how to end things with him without completely breaking his heart. In the end, I left a short message asking if we could meet as I needed to see him. This conversation was going to be one of the toughest yet as I wouldn't be able to stand there long enough watching him being sad and not able to comfort him.

My heart ached as I imagined his heartbroken expression and I realised just how hard it was going to be to end things with him I didn't know how long it would be before I could make everything right.

I was relieved to know Mum had left to meet her fuck buddies and so I was able to go visit Chishiya, I went as soon as I was able to cause I knew if I held it off any longer it would get even trickier to end it with him.

All I wish know is that I could have known that the next time we would speak would be in Borderland that way instead of ending things with him I would have held him in my arms and swore that we would always be together and that I would always be there for him no matter what. Sadly that is not how the events played out.

Chapter Six ✅, Word Count: 830

So this is how Niragi's coming out story went, so yeah it was triggering, if any of you go through something awful and need to talk you can always comment or PM and I'll respond when I can.

Peace,

*Awkward Bi finger guns*

Emmie! ✨