you showed me a world I didn't know existed.
you told me all these great stories.
you sweet-talked me all night long.
our deep midnight conversations were what was keeping me going.
we shared so many moments together.
we made countless jokes.
we exchanged enormous amounts of laughter.
you made me cry.
you made me laugh.
you made me happy.
you made me sad.
you made me angry.
you made me upset.
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I have yet to forgive you for all the hurt and pain you put me through.
I can't do it.
after what we had..
I couldn't imagine what my life would be like without you.
but sure enough you made it my inevitable reality.
you ran away.
you never told me why.
you never told me if it was my fault or not.
of course I believe it is my own fault.
you caused me so much pain.
I don't really understand what your motive is to be honest.
is this what you do to people?
you make them think that you love them, then you leave?
I still think I drove you away.
I think that it's my fault that you're gone.
I have tried so hard to forget you until I'm reminded somehow of one of our inside jokes or something you like or something we've laughed at together.
you can never forget somebody who hurt you.
you broke me.
you're the only love I ever had.
that love was ripped away.
now all that is left is a slaughtered soul dying to be revived again.
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