41: Pain

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Manik's pov

She did not said a word.

"Arghhhhh" I shouted throwing the tv on the floor angrily

"Manik!" I looked at her back to see Miss Asude she was having tears in her eyes as well!

I realized what Have I done I looked at Nandini but she was standing in the same position as like she is not in this world

I left to the room To calm myself down I don't wanna hurt her so I have to calm down!

But this pain is just too much!

I threw everything coming to my way on the floor. I punched the wall harshly as much as I could

The door opened to reveal Miss Asude. She came near me and I hugged her tightly crying hard

"My son you have to be strong! She needs you the most at this moment" she said

"Why can't we just stay happy?"

"Manik its destiny, fate! We can't do anything its god's choice we just can't do anything right! Just be calm and have patience"

I broken the hug taking a deep breathe!

"Now go!" She said and I nodded

I came down to see her sitting on the floor. She was having tears in her eyes and the book in her hands

Fuck!

I took a deep breathe going towards her. I sat in front of her and she looked at me

"I thought..." she choked

"Nandini!" She closed her eyes calming herself

"Manik I thought I can get a bit happiness but... See I can't!"

"Nandini Don't say that please!" I held her face in my hands wiping her tears.

"I am sorry! I am sorry that I can't just stay calm"

I hugged her tightly

"Cry as much as you want Nandini. I Promise I will not stop you" I said

She tightened the hug and I listened her sobs. She literally was crying with the voices and every tear of her was breaking my heart thousand times.

"Manik I even prepared a room for Baby!" She said breaking the hug "I though when he will get older we will let him stay in his own personal room" she said

"Nandini enough for now get up, even you haven't eat anything get up" I said

I took her to the kitchen asking her to wash her face and hands. I cleaned her face with my hands

She was still lost!

I made her sit on my lap feeding her the rice and she was just eating without any talks and moves

"Nandini I know it is difficult but you have to be strong... For me please!" She looked at me "I am also... Eat!" I said stopping myself to talk

"Manik I am sorry!" She said siding the spoon "I am sorry that I was just thinking about my pain! You were the father and you was as well happy for the child but I was just thinking about myself... I am so selfish!" She added holding my face, she wasn't crying now

I kept the spoon on table. I kissed her lips for a second

"You don't have to feel sorry because its natural and Trust me I am not hurt because of this I just can't see you like this!" I said The truth

"That's the only thing, you always see me, my pain, my happiness But I always keep myself first"

"Baby stop this! Enough ok I said Its nothing just don't think too much! And yes I am sad because we lost our tiny happiness but trust me the happiness being with you is always gonna be my first and a big happiness always and forever... For me you are my baby, the innocent cute baby whom I love the most in the world more then anyone!" I said

She smiled lightly!

She held the spoon from the plate feeding me.

I wiped her cheek as it was having a blood stain from my hand.

"Manik"

"Hmm"

"Your hand is paining?"

"No baby its fine just I will wash my hand and it will be fine"

"Sure?"

"Yes sure" she nodded

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After of an hour finally she slept hugging me tightly as Like I will disappear if she left me..

I have thought to go out somewhere to divert her mind because only this can change her mood. Also I will change this house. I will sell it because We have not so good memories here!

As she was slept. I came down picking up the book from the floor. I read the names.

Boy's                Girl's

Arnav.               Payal
Rahul.               Ria
Aayush.           Nidhi
Rishi.                Somiya
Purab.              Tanu

A lone tear escaped my eye but I wiped it away. I held the pen from a table nearby writing my favorite name

             Manan

I closed the book!

I went on the third floor opening the room I looked around. A smile appeared on my face seeing her happy photos all around. I kept the book on the side table. I came out locking it back.

The next morning:-

I was sitting near her waiting for her to wake up. As she opened her eyes I kissed her forehead

"Good morning baby!"

"Good morning Manik! Good morning bab-" she held her tummy but stopped in between

When will this end?

"No sadness ok? Get up go and fresh up and then eat something asap" I said and she looked confused

"Why what happened?"

"We are going to Paris!" I said

She eyes sparkled listening to the words.

"Today?"

"Yes we have a flight at 4pm so yes we just have 2 hours get up get up hurry up!" I said all excitedly and she did

She opened her eyes wide asking me to pick her up

"Aww why are you looking so cute to me today!" I said and she smiled

"I am cute tho!"

"Oh really!"

"Yes You have any doubt?"

"No how can There be any?"

"Good for you!"

I picked her up taking her to the bathroom I helped her brushing her teeth then. I took off our clothes taking a hot shower and Trust me it relaxed my muscles as I am awaken from yesterday

After that we had our breakfast and left. I didn't given her a chance to think! To get sad! And I will not

Alina ❤

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