I envy everyone around me
For more things the looks and wealth
I envy the joy people have
The friends they have around them
The big families they have
Because I have none of that
I envy there confidence
There will power
And there Ambition
Because again I have none of these things
I wish I was happy
Had people around me who really love me
Have an amazing personality
And unless intelligence
But I'll never have any of this
