I always seem to push away every one I care about
I cling to people before I know what there about
Ruin the relationship of everyone I share about
But they don't know my minds place they don't know my Whereabout.
I'm sorry I took it to far
I barely know who you are
But I let you leave a huge scare
You brought me to a new level you raised a new bar
I fell for your smoke and mirrors
The reason I can't see clear
You brought alive my worst fears
Do you still want me my dear
I wish next time I can say I won't fall so easy
But I crave love for that I'm greedy
Turn people away because they say I'm needy
I'll probably let people keep playing me like a CD
Maybe one day I'll feel real joy
But for right now I crave attention like a little boy
