Warnings- Panic attack
Word count- 876
Yn's age- 16
Lizzie's pov:
Yn has always hated going on talk shows and doing interviews but it's part of the job that she has just accepted. She was a child actors, still is as she's only 16, but ever since she was 3 she's been coming with me to interviews as she started as Wanda Maximoff's magic-made daughter.
She's now just done her first acting job without me with her so she has to go onto the talk show by herself. Obviously i'm going with her because she can't get there herself as she can't drive yet and also I know she'll be panicking. She always does. She slept in my bed last night because she had a panic attack. I know it's probably not great to be sleeping in the same bed given her age but I'm her momma and she needed me last night.
Anyway it's now half past nine in the morning and Yn's interview starts at half six so we have most of the day to cool off and get her all ready for the interview. She has to be on site by four so i'm going to just stay with her and try not to mention it.
"Yn sweetie?" i call quietly knocking on my bedroom door to see if she's awake. There's no reply so I open my door and see her snuggled under the covers, fast asleep.
"Sweetie?" I whisper shaking her gently.
"Mhm" she groans rolling to face me
"Morning to you too!" I joke kissing her forehead.
"Mom" she whines opening her green eyes
"Yes honey?" I ask pushing her sticking- up baby hairs out her face
"I dont want to get up" she tells me
"And why's that?" I ask already knowing the answer
"Because it means that I have to go to the talk show and talk by myself in front of an audience and live TV" Yn mumbles, nerves coating her words.
"I know honey but you always feel like that and come out at the end loving it!" I reassure her
"I just know this time it will be different. I'll have a panic attack and look stupid!" she whines hiding under the covers
"Honey we need to break the day up. Like Laura, your therapist says to do." I tell her
"That's stupid mom I dont like it" she stubbornly tells me.
"So we're going to wake up, get dressed, have breakfast and brush hair and teeth. That's step one. Step two, we're gonna spend some time together, watch a movie or something and have lunch. Then step three is getting ready to go. Collecting anything we need and getting into the car. Step four is getting there, five is hair and make-up and outfits and then finally step six is show time" I explain mentally taking not so I can follow it. Yn loves structure.
"Mommm" she whines and I chuckle.
"So we need to get a move on with step one!" I say pulling the covers onto the floor so she's not got the lovely warmth of my bed.
After a very stressful morning, Yn is finally in the car ready to go to her interview. She's have a couple of panic attacks and has cried a fair few times but i've calmed her down and we're now just placing her bag in the boot of the car.
"You ready to go?" I ask her
"Not at all" she mumbles
"You got everything?" I check before starting the car
"Think so" she mumbles again starting to chew her nails.
"Where's your chew necklace?" I ask looking in the car. It's in my bag so I hand it to her. She isn't allowed to chew her nails/fingers or any part of her body as she goes and goes at it until it bleeds and becomes very sore.
"I don't want to mommy!" Yn cries, sitting on my lap having another panic attack.
"Honey just breathe. If this keeps going I think i'll either have to come out with you or we'll cancel" I tell her
"I dont want to let Jimmy down though mom" Yn stutters
"You won't darling. He understands my anxiety he'll 100% understand yours. Okay?
"Okay mom" Yn whispers standing up.
"Stand up I want to see how gorgeous you look!" I tell her moving her off my lap.
She's in a dark red corset with a lovely laced back with some tight-fitting black pants.
"Oh baby girl! You look too grown up! Go back to being the little baby wrapped in little paw print blankets!" I say seeing my big girl.
"Stop mom!" Yn whines smiling at me.
"Yn you all set? Mic on?" the stage manager asks checking Yn's mic pac
"I'm all set" she whispers.
"Go smash it baby!" I say kissing her forehead
"Love you momma" Yn says before being introduced.
She smashes the whole thing, as expected and comes off stage beaming.
"Not as bad as you thought huh?" I tease
"No it was really fun!" she answers
"Momma is always right" I say giving my daughter a massive kiss and hug.
She's such an amazing girl and honestly surprises me every single day and I will love her always and forever.
I'M WATCHING THOR LOVE AND THUNDER TOMORROW AND I'M SO EXCITED
ps i've just got the new chromebook and am still getting used to it so i'm sorry if there are any mistakes i forget it's touchscreen and keep deleting words 😂😭
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