❤ Anxiety

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Warnings- Panic attack and crowds

Word count- 1214

Yn's pov:
I'm so anxious for today. Me and Lizzie are going on James Corden's 'The late late show' to answer some questions about WandaVision but I'm very very anxious. I just know I'm going to mess up and spoil something and then faint in front of everyone as I tend to faint when I have a panic attack and I don't want that to happen when there's an entire crowd of people and all the people watching online.

It's currently half past six in the morning and I've woken up and can't go back to sleep. I look over at Lizzie who's fast asleep next to me, her arm across my stomach. I smile at her and cuddle into her forcing myself to try to go to sleep. But it doesn't work. I close my eyes tightly and don't open them but I can't go back to sleep. So, I just lie there. I lie there and I wait for Liz's alarm to go off and for Lizzie to wake up.

I pretend to be asleep as I hear Lizzie's alarm go off. She shuts it off quickly and leans around me, pulling me even further into her. "Wakey wakey sleepy head" she whispers kissing my forehead. "I'm already awake" I groan hiding my face in her neck. "Oh? When did you wake up?" she asks sliding her hand under my vest and rubbing my back like I love. "I don't know like six I guess" I mumble. "Six!? Honey it's half past nine! You've just been lying there alone for three hours?" she asks. "Yeah but you were asleep and I didn't want to wake you up. You're cute when you sleep" you say and she chuckles. "Right well we have to be there for three okay? It's a two hour drive so we need to be setting off around one" she tells me sitting up in bed. "Okay" I mumble yawning. "But you can have a nice long nap in the car on the way there if you'd like?" she offers standing up and taking my hand. "Okay" I say following her through to the bathroom without thinking. "Honey I can do this part myself" she chuckles. "Oh yeah sorry" I mumble heading through the apartment to the kitchen and putting on the kettle.

Lizzie's pov:
After four hours of slowly getting ready me and Yn head out to the car. She says she doesn't want to drive so I get in the driving seat and she gets in the passenger seat. "You want some music on?" I ask her reversing out the parking space. "No thanks I just wanna sleep but I'm too scared" she mumbles biting her fingers. "Why are you nervous?" I ask her as she still bites her fingers. "The crowd.... The questions.... Fainting" she whispers starting to shake. "Okay that's perfectly fine to feel like that okay?" I tell her turning a corner. "I know but I don't want to feel like that Lizzie! I just want to go to an interview and do it without having to freak out" she says. "I know baby I know. Why don't you sleep. It's a two hour drive. Catch up on your missed sleep honey" I say to her and she nods lying her head on the window and looking out.

She does eventually fall asleep but as soon as I park the car Yn starts freaking out. "Honey come on why don't we just go inside and get changed? See how you feel after that huh?" I suggest as she starts crying refusing to get out the car. "Baby if you pass out, I'm right here. I'll catch you okay?" I tell her over and over. She does get out the car but makes me hold her very tightly around her waist and hold her hand as if she's hurt just in case.

Once we get into the trailer she has her first panic attack and my heart breaks. She always freaks out after a panic attack and usually has more than one.

We get changed, have our make up done and next thing we know we're back stage and she's biting her fingers again. "Come on honey it's your time to shine!" I say taking the hand she's biting in mine.

"Please welcome out Yn Y/L/N and Elizabeth Olsen!" James announces and everyone starts cheering loudly and whooping as I walk out followed by a very nervous Yn. She sits down in between me and James.

"So you're both in a new show coming to Disney+ soon!" James says smiling at me and Yn

"Yes we are and we're both very excited about it" I tell him

"Of course! Now this is the hard part, the part where I try to get you to talk about the show without actually talking about the show" James says making the crowd laugh

"Yes that's a very hard part of these interviews!" I tell him laughing with him. I look over at Yn and smile at her reassuringly. She looks as if she's about to burst into tears but she smiles back at me.
"So Yn, you've recently announced your in a relationship with Lizzie Olsen! How's that going?" He asks. You try to speak but nothing comes out.
"Yns had a bit of a cold lately and she seems to have lost her voice. I can tell you about how amazing she is though" I say holding Yns hand and squeezing it. She nods and as the interview goes along she gets less nervous and starts laughing along with the crowd.

"Okay so both you and Yn are hand actors right? James asks us

"Yes" Yn says and I smile proudly at her for speaking

"So you both are in competition for who's the best one right?
"Well there's not really much competition seen as Wanda is the strongest avenger" I say making Yn smile and roll her eyes

"So how about a game of rock, paper scissors to settle the debate?" James suggests

"I'm up for it!" I say looking at Yn

"Sure" she says turning to face me.

"Okay so it's rock, paper, scissors shoot okay?" James says and we nod along

"Rock, paper scissors shoot!" he says. Yn plays rock and I play scissors so she beats me. We go again and I play scissors and Yn plays paper
"Okay last round. Whoever wins this is the best hand actor in the MCU!" James says.

"Rock, paper, scissors shoot!" I play paper and Yn plays rock.

"Yes!!" I cheer jumping out the seat and celebrating making Yn laugh.

The rest of the interview goes well with James helping Yn come out her comfort zone as she starts speaking more. "Thank you, Elizabeth Olsen and Yn Y/L/N!" he says as me and Yn stand up and head off back stage. "You did it baby girl!" I squeal lifting Yn up and hugging her tightly as she wraps her legs around me and bursts into tears. I don't know if they're good or bad so I just kiss her all over her face and then order us some McDonalds to collect on the way home as I know chicken nuggets, fries and a milkshake is her favourite!

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Chicken nuggets, fries and chocolate milkshake is the only acceptable order! 
Or maybe the chicken burger because that's  👌 

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