Guilty Love ( vampire knight )

chapter 8

~Kaname ~

" K..."

" ...me"

"Kaname ."

I slowly opened my eyes at the sound of her voice . She looked down at me with a smile on her face as she sat besides me .

" did you sleep well ?" She asked me in a gentle tone brushing away the hair from my face as I layed there on the soft grass ground in a large sunny meadow .

" is this a dream ?" I asked her she lightly giggled at my words titling her head to the side . I found myself smiling at the sound of her laugh it had been so long since I had last heard her laugh .

" something like that. This is a place I've been stuck in for years , your soul was able to come here when you fell asleep ." She smiled saddly looking up around the meadow her hair dancing in the wind as a cool breeze passed by.

" I miss you . " I whispered her eyes widen before looking down at me with such sadness as tears threatened to fall. Reaching up I cupped the side of her face closing her eyes she leaned against it putting her hand on top of mine.

" I need you . Miyuki ." I watched as a tear fell down her cheek with my thumb I brushed it away . She opened her eyes smiling weakly .

" what about Yuki ?" She asked me her voice filled with sadness . So it had been Miyuki that night ( a/n talking about the first time Miyuki took control over her body ) I had been wondering why she acted so strange that night so unlike her self . Smiling at her I shook my head.

" I only see her as a younger sister or daughter nothing more . Your the only one who has and have always had my heart ." She blushed at my words looking down at me her free hand went up to my chest above my heart .

" and you Kaname have had my heart since the first moment of my life . Keep it safe for me now and always ." She smiled down at her hand above my chest . Frowning I grabbed on to her hand tightly in mine.

" please come back , please." I begged her feeling my eyes fill up with tears.
" Kaname I am always at your side ." She smiled at me sweetly .

" no it's not the same and you know it ! She's not you !" I yelled at her sitting up quickly wrapping my arms around her as tears ran down my face. She wrapped her arms around me laying her head on the shoulder petting my head with one of her hands in a smoothing way .

" Kaname haven't you noticed ? Miyu and I are the same person . She is merely only the weak side of me , the side of me that awoke when I went to sleep. so I wouldn't have to leave you alone out there in that dark world we live in . Her and I are two sides of the same coin both unable to exist with one another . I have never once left you alone Kaname , I just can't to it I love you too much to ." She explained to me in a smoothing tone pulling away she smiled at me before brushing her lips against mine . Closing my eyes I kiss her back . Slowly pulling away she smiled putting her forehead against mine .

" take care of her Kaname. Don't make the same mistakes as before ." Nodding my head I placed my hand of the side of her face preventing her from moving away . Smiling the both of us closed our eyes as we welcomed the peaceful silence .

" I promise Miyuki . So please try to wake up soon , I miss the whole you ." I whispered to her I felt a warmth spread though my body when she placed her hand on top of mine.

" I'll try , but for now it's time for you to wake up ... Miyu needs you right now ." She pulled away a bit kissing my forehead slowly I felt my spirt go back into my body waking up .