Guilty Love ( vampire knight )

chapter 1 : the doll

Edited 06-23-21

A small echoed in the dark room as a young lady sat emotionless on the floor in front of the large window. The moon looking down brightly from the night sky.

Long strands of brown hair flowed down her back pooling on the ground around her. Empty eyes glancing at the sky beyond the glass window as she traced on the glass with her fingertips.

Humming softly she continued to hold a large black stuffed toy rabbit in her arms. A childhood toy she had once received from her parents and one of the last things she had from the memories of them.

It had been years since she had remained at  Kaname' s side since that night. He had come back to find her collapsed on the snow. When she had woken up her manners had become so stiff and empty it felt more as if she was just a empty shell at his side.

A few years ago he had agreed to come to the academy as a agreement with the headmaster . A way to get the other vampires to agreed to attend the academy. As well as a way to remain close to Yuki through the years.

Because of the fact the she was still unable to control her blood lust. For long periods of time she would remain looked inside her dorm room until night class began to void human contact.

Standing up her head turned to the middle of the room where a large bouquet of white roses stood inside a large glass vase. Even now he continued to send fresh roses as soon as their beauty began to fade.

Reaching to touch the roses her hand glazed over one of its thorns. With a small flinch she pulled her hand back.   Her eyes widening the drop of blood that managed to fall stained on of the rose petals. As she watched the red taint the pure white color. Flashes passed through her mind. Her body shaking as the image of her father's body shattering passed through her mind. Her mother's blood...

Without registering it her arm quickly tossed the vase of roses across the room. The glass vase shattering against the floor as her hand gripped on to the edges of the small table.

Almost as quickly his scent entered her senses as he entered from the room next door. His hand gently caressing her back as he tried to calm her down.

"Miyu...Miyu, it's alright. I'm here, you're not there anymore." He whispered calmly into her ear despite her trashing arms trying to get him off. Wrapping his arms from behind to hold her arms down he pressed her tightly against her. Trying to stop her from harming herself.

" Miyu, I'm sorry." He whispered sadly as he tried bringing her back. As the last resort to pull her out of her thoughts he nuzzle his head between her neck and shoulder. With one light squeeze he sank his teeth into her neck. The pain of it caused her to go still. Her racing heart easing as she felt his arms wrapped around her.  The strength in her weakening as he drank from her. Weakly she reach up, fingers touching his head as she lightly tug on them.

"Ka..name." She muttered tiredly. Feeling the softness in her voice he pulled away before gently picking her up. Her body feeling so light in his arms as he placed her on the nearby bed.

Sitting at her side Kaname cupped the side of her face as he titled her head staring deep into her own empty eyes. 

"I'm sorry." He whispered leaning forward as he pressed a feather kiss on her forehead. Pulling back he closed his eyes with a heavy sigh pressing their foreheads against one another. Slowly her cold hand searched for the one placed on the bed between them. Carefully their hands touched slowly lacing their fingers together with gentle squeezes.

"Miyu...I know it's hard. But I need you here with me...I feel so alone without you." He whispered a single tear descending down his cheek as he felt her free hand cup the side of his face pressing her forehead back against him.