Laying down beside Moon on my bed, half naked with the sheets covering our bodies. I look at the ceiling thinking about everything. Feeling my eyes starting to feel tight and watery. This feeling of overwhelmed gave me the urge to cry. I couldn't help but let it out. Trying to hold it in silence but it only came out stronger waking up Moon. He turns on the side facing me, wiping his eyes he looks at me curiously.
"Jack, are you okay?" He asks
I'm closing my eyes, hiding the tears that is pouring down my face. Moon leans in and wipes off the tears. Slowly I open my eyes, the red puffy eyes said it all I guess. I couldn't help but hug him. Leaving me speechless and full on emotional.
He didn't say anything after that but just tried his best to comfort me in every way till I was ready to talk.
When Moon was making breakfast I came out the room, freshened up and better. He looks at me with a slight smile while toasting bread in the toaster. Walking towards him I decided to talk to him.
"Hey I'm sorry I woke you up with a surprise. I really was just feeling mentally drained." I say looking at him
"Was our sex that bad it made you cry this morning?" Jokingly he says
"No. Last night was special and great, I just woke up with a lot in my mind. Dae has just been getting to me in ways." Sitting on the dinning chair I say
He seems to look a bit off, like he didn't want to hear anything relating to Dae.
"Oh....sorry....I just thought after last night you'd be over him?" He turns to look at me he says
"I mean I am....I guess.....it's just that we didn't have proper closure. So it's all over the place."
"So did you just have sex with me to get over Dae completely?"
Going near Moon and holding his hand
"I had sex with you because I like you Moon. You make me feel happy. Dae had just been fucking me up. I'm well over him. He's just giving me mixed signals to what he wants." I tell him
"I understand Jack, but you know if your still figuring things out with Dae, I wouldn't want to be in between you both." Letting go of my hand he says
In that moment it was clear to me that Moon didn't want go be involved with me. He let go of me so easily like my shit with Dae had affected him so badly. If he really likes me, he would fight for me right? But hearing those words come out of Moon made me regret fucking him last night. So I didn't say anything to him after that conversation.
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Bench
Teen FictionIt all started here on a bench. That's where Jackielyn met a boy, he was different to anyone else she ever came across but what happens when things start to become complicated?
