Thoughts I release.

Tell Me.

I can't feel a thing. I'm not sad or depressed at this stage, just numb.
Everything is a effort.
The spark is gone.
And I don't know if I want it back.
You've lied, cheated, broken promises. I know we're not all perfect. But there is only so much I can forgive and forget. You've hurt me deeply. Trust is a big key in this situation. An I'm losing it for you.
I shouldn't have to beg for your love and affection, especially after all you've done to me. I shouldn't have to beg to be in your arms when I'm at my lowest. We are meant to be a team are we not?

I'm weak. I'm to weak to let you go. I can't go through that pain.
My brain sees the logic side but my heart is in disagreement.
I'm weak and lost.