Thoughts I release.

Awake or asleep

I don't know what is real anymore.
The shadow people, night or day or am I asleep or awake?
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I feel myself floating. Im watching myself sleep. Being pulled away.
I feel tired all the time.
I miss when I could sleep and feel nothing. That was my favourite part of the day/night.
Now I dread sleeping. Which is weird. I hate being awake feeling and now I hate to sleep.

I just want to be free. I want to feel nothing.
I just want it to end..