3rd POV
The group continued to tour all around North America, and it came to end on July 14th in Seattle, Washington. They left back to Seoul and, Chan got really busy with some new projects and collabs. Felix didn't like that Chan was gone most of the time and felt really lonely, so he started to change towards Chan and did the unexpected.
Chan's POV
A few months went by and I got busy with collabs new albums and songs, I didn't like that I was away from Lix so I decided to get him something nice. I went to the local flower shop after my meeting, and I got him some roses.
When I got back into the dorm I walked into the room and guessed that Felix was in the shower because Han and Lee Know were in the living-room watching tv and the shower was on.
I walked into the room, put the flowers down and laid on the bed. After 2 minutes Felix's phone turn on from a notification.
Who could this be ?
I looked and it was a message.
'My love Hyunjin.'
' Goodnight baby <3 '
My expression changed so quick, my heart dropped and I was upset.
About 30 minutes later, Felix came into the room.
"Hey Chan you're home !"
He came to me and tried giving me a kiss. I moved my head away.
"What's wrong ?"
"You know damn well Felix."
"Huh ..?"
"Don't act fucking stupid ! I know what you've been doing."
"What do you mean."
I showed him his phone.
He started stuttering and I snapped.
"IS THIS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING ?! AFTER ALL THE TIMES I GAVE YOU SO MUCH LOVE AND AFFECTION ?!"
"... CAN YOU BLAME ME CHAN ?! YOU'RE ALWAYS OUT AND WORKING."
"I'M WORKING TO KEEP OUR GROUP TOGETHER. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN SHIT BREAK UP WITH ME, AND GO BE WITH THE ASSHOLE WHO HURT YOU SO MUCH."
"... you mean that ..?"
"I'm so serious Felix."
"I don't believe you .."
"Well shit it doesn't matter."
"..."
"We need a break."
"No please."
"You hurt me Felix."
"..."
"You're not the same. The you I fell in love with no longer exists. I miss the way things used to be. I miss talking to you about stupid things and laughing until we couldn't breathe. You held the key to my heart, that's why I hated seeing you change. I couldn't stop it though, I was forced to watch you turn into someone I didn't know. I live through our memories for comfort. I miss the sound of your voice and the feeling of your hands in mine. I'll never get that back."
"Chan .."
"I miss the version of you I used to have."
Felix looked at me in shock.
I grabbed a duffel and threw most of my clothes in my bag and grabbed my cap, mask and phone.
"Flowers are on the dresser if you ever wanted them."
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