Secret Relationship (ChanLix)

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Felix's POV

I asked Chan to stay over because I need reassurance, and I apparently came out to him telling him I was gay. I do like chan.. I like him as in wanting to be with him. I want to be his forever, I want him to be someone that I wanna be with all the time. But I don't know if he has the same feelings for me as well or if he's gay.

I chose a romantic movie on purpose to just get closer to Chan. When we made eye contact I wanted to go in for a kiss, but I wasn't ready. Now I am. I want his lips on mine.

Chan's POV

"Lix."

"Hm ?"

"How long do you want me to stay ?"

"Today and the day after tomorrow. I wanna spend as much time as I can with you while my parents are out."

Spend time with me ?! He looked down when he said that.. Don't tell me he's moving away..

"Well if you want me to stay for that long, I have to get clothes and my charger from home."

"Alright I'll wait here." He smiled.

I got up and walked out of his room. I made my way home, after I made it home I opened my house door. Everyone was asleep ? It's early.. They sleep til 2 am ? I thought nothing of it and quietly walked upstairs to my room. I grabbed my backpack and I put 2 shirts and 2 pairs of shorts in my bag. Then I went to my bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush & toothpaste. I put them in my bag and zipped it up. I walked out of my room and went downstairs.

I quietly knocked on my parents door and slowly opened it. My mom was still up ??

"Mom ?"

She looked at me and walked towards me.

"Chan-ah ? Where are you staying ?"

"Felix's, mom."

"Oh alright for how long ?"

"2 days."

"Alright well you text me if anything okay ? I love you Chan."

"I love you too mom. Go to sleep."

I hugged her and kissed her cheek. I walked her to her bed and put her blanket on her.

"Night mom"

"Goodnight Chan-ah. Be safe."

"I will. I love you."

I turned and walked out. A text ? Probably from Lix.

I pull out my phone and sure enough it is.

Lix < 3

Did you decide to stay home ?

No. I'll be back in 3 minutes.

Okay :). I found a movie. Hurry and come back so we can watch it together <3.

Okay okay. I'm coming.

See you soon :).

I walk into Lix's house and locked his house door. I walked upstairs to his room. I set down my bag by his desk.

"A romantic movie ?"

"Yeah !"

I laughed.

"Alright"

I sat on my side of the bed and Lix came to me. He cuddled me, and intertwined his fingers with mine. We continued with the movie until Lix saw me wearing my cap still. He pulled my cap off and looked at me.

"What ?" I smiled and laughed a bit.

"I think you look better without a cap."

I smiled as I turned to continue watch the movie. But Lix sat on top of me.

"Chan.."

"Y..es ??"

"Can i.."

I looked at him confused.

"What ? ... Can you what ?"

"Never mind"

He laid back down beside me. I was confused and curious on what he wanted to ask. He ended up falling asleep. I looked at him and smiled, I kissed his forehead. I picked him up to move the covers, after I did I put him down and covered him with the blanket.

"I love you, Lix."

I kissed his cheek.

I set up a bed on the floor and laid down. I fell asleep not long after.

Felix's POV

Morning came. I tried to feel for Chan. He was no where, I started to panic. I looked to my left and saw him on the floor asleep.

Man, he scared the shit out of me. I thought he left me. I got out of my bed and walked towards him. I sat down beside him, damn he was so handsome. I ran my hands through his blonde curly hair, I traced my finger on his soft pink lips. He flinched and woke up, looked at me and got scared.

Chan's POV

I felt something in my lips. I woke up and looked to my right to see Lix.

"YAH !"

I hit my head on the wall.

"CHAN ARE YOU OKAY ?!"

Felix moves toward me and I turn towards him with my hand on my forehead.

Felix's POV

I moved towards to Chan and he turn towards me with his hand on his forehead. I slipped a bit and got inches close to his face. I looked into his dark brown eyes.

"Fuck it. Do it Felix." I said in my head.

I got closer to his face and....