Secret Relationship (ChanLix)

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Felix's POV

I woke up before Chan, and I went on my phone so see that someone had made a tweet that really hurt me. I cried for about 2 hours straight .. Should I tell Chan ? I don't know if I should, I'll just get ready for the day since I'm already up.

I got up from the bed and walked to the restroom to wash my face and brush my teeth.

I washed my puffy face and brushed my teeth, after I got done I walked back into the room and sat back down watching TV but remembered what that tweet said and it made me feel down so I started crying again.

Chan's POV

I woke up around 9 am and saw that the TV was on. I was confused but I looked at Lix and he was crying. I panicked, I moved to where I was sitting in front of him. 

"Lixie .. what's wrong ?"

"Nothing .." Lix sniffled

"That's a lie."

Lix then opened his phone and went to twitter then threw his phone at me.

I looked at the post to see a hate tweet.

Saying : "Felix is like so fat he should totally go on a diet, his voice is so annoying to, his freckles don't match him, his smile is ugly, he's ugly in general, his eyes are too dark, his dimples don't match him either, and his lips are too big. I have no idea what stays see in him, he's a grown man I don't know why he's crying at a concert."

I then look at Lix.

"Hey hey .."

I hugged him.

Then I moved him to where he was sitting on my lap, I wrapped his legs around me and looked at him while he was looking down.

"You and fat ? That's TOTALLY impossible."

Lix looked at me.

"Your voice is so soothing."

I wiped his tears.

"Your freckles are so cute I could connect the dots."

I dragged my finger to four freckles one by one to pretend like I was drawing a line to connect them.

"Your smile is sooo perfect, it shines brighter than that sun."

Felix smiled a bit

"You're so handsome, cute, and the most prettiest man I've seen."

I cupped his cheek my hand and rubbed it with my thumb.

"Your eyes are not too dark, not too bright. But they are the right color and it suits you."

I stared into his dark brown eyes.

"Smile for me."

Felix smiled.

"Now those dimples are sooooo pretty they match with your handsomeness, your dimples are my weakness."

Felix laughed a bit.

"Your lips aren't too big or too small, they are the right size and right color."

I rubbed my thumb across his lips.

"You're a grown man that still has his child personality that everyone loves. It's normal to cry, you have to show your emotions in some way. What stays see in you is a home, is a place to feel safe and be free. They make us stay, they make us who we are, they make you who you are and I love them for that. Because I am one lucky man to be dating someone who is so special and precious."

Felix then looked at me ad started tearing up again.

I kissed him and held his hand.

"You are the best Chan."

I smiled and kissed his ring.

"Come on ! Let's get up and get ready for the day !!"

I got up still holding Felix's hand, and I got pulled back because Lix didn't wanna get up.

"Mmmmm."

"Come on love, you gotta be my sunshine for the day."

"But I'm always your sunshine .. night and day."

"Yes you are, plus I asked JYP to meet with me today. So I'll possibly be gone all day."

Felix shot up

"OKAY LETS GO !"

Felix and I walked to the restroom and he sat on the toilet with the lid on as I was washing my face and brushing my teeth. 

I then reached out for Felix's hand, he grabbed my hand and we walked out.

We walked back to the room and I changed my pants and put on a shirt. I grabbed a mask and put it in my pocket, I put my socks on and my cap. 

I walked to the front door to put my shoes on.

"Do you really have to gooo ?" Felix frowned.

"Well if you wanna continue dating and having to hide it, I don't have to go."

"YOURE GONNA TELL HIM ?!"

"Yes .."

"LET ME GO"

"Are you sure ?"

"Yes."

Felix ran to the room, grabbed his cap and mask, came back and put his shoes on.

"Lets go" he smiled.

"Ehhh alright."

We left and walked to the building, and we walked in to our dance practice room to see JYP standing there.

"Bang Chan."

"So, I wanna tell you something."

"You and Felix are together."

Felix and I look at him and shock.

"I'm upset with you Bang Chan. We made a deal, and I said you'd face consequences."

"Yes I know. But is there really a reason to why you don't want men dating men, or girl dating girl."

"IT MAKES ME LOOK BAD BANG CHAN !"

"So you don't want to look bad in front of other companies ?" 

"That is correct."

"But what about the one that allowed it, he allowed two girls to date. It didn't make him look bad. Is there really a reason ? Or you just don't want us idols to date. ?"

"...."

"See so there's not reason. So will you allow Felix and I to date."

JYP thought about it for a bit.

"It doesn't seem so bad, I mean are you two happy ?"

"Very." Felix said

"Well we can give it a shot."

"Thanks JYP."

"Now go scurry off to your dorm." JYP said while smiling

I laughed and walked out with Felix.

We walked back to the dorm happily.