•It's always you•~

Part 9

It's been a week since I've been home I've been feeling so much better my stitches still hurt a bit "mom I'm going out"I yelled as I grabbed my house keys "where to"my mom said quickly she's been more protective now a day "chill just for a walk I'll call if anything happens"I said she looked unease "fine"she gave in as she hugged me "carful"she said I nodded and I walked out someone I arrived outside my tia geny house where they had Olivia's memorial "god damm Olivia it shouldn't have been u mana"I whispered as I kissed my finger tip and touched her picture "yea it should've been me"I heard Cesar's voice I turned around he had a cast and he was beat up "Cesar"I said "I'm so so sorry cata I didn't mean for u or ruby to get shot let alone Olivia to die I tried to kill him I tried but I couldn't"Cesar ranted I went up to him and I saw him flinch "hey hey I know I know"I said as I hugged him "I forgive u Cesar I don't hate u Mano Oscar was wrong to bring u into this life"I whispered as I hugged him "Ik"he said "let me guess they kicked u out"I asked him he nodded I wiped his eyes "do u have somewhere to stay u can stay with me if u want"I said "no no ur mother doesn't want to see me"Cesar said "Cesar come to my house today I'm not letting u sleep on the streets and that's fucking final now go with monse imma go talk with spooky"I said he nodded and hugged me again I then started walking to the Diaz house I arrived and joker immediately stood up "Catalina"he yelled as he ran over and hugged me "stitches carful"I said he pulled away "sorry sorry I forgot"he said I smiled at him "missed me that much"I smirked "shut up"he said I laughed I then saw Oscar "u"I pointed at him "what the fuck why are u letting Cesar sleep out on the streets"I yelled "well good to see u to Catalina I'm doing good to"he said I rolled my eyes "Oscar im not joking the fuck is ur problem he's ur brother"I said "u think I wanted to do this cuchillos orders"he said I rolled my eyes "oh yea ur gonna listen to her and leave ur own brother out on the streets Oscar he's not doing good have u seen him"I yelled "Catalina mija this doesn't concern u"my dad said "like the fuck it does dad I've been surrounded by this thug life my enter life"I yelled at him "cata he didn't do what he was told it costed Olivia's life and almost ur and ruby's"Oscar said "yea we almost lost u"Antonio said "yea but u didn't I'm right here I forgave him Oscar he's a fucking kid what did u expect him to do he went to school with fucking latrelle u expect him to just go and kill the kid cesar wasn't made for this life but u fucking revolved his head around it"I said as I rubbing my forehead "doesn't matter he's my brother not urs"Oscar yelled I laughed "well then u better start fucking acting like he's ur brother pendejo"I said as I turned around I put my hand on the wall of the house I got kinda dizzy "woah u ok"my dad asked as he got up "I'm fine"I groaned "Catalina no ur not"Antonio said "can u guys stop treating me like I'm gonna die I can handle my self I'm 22 years old im fine"I said as I started walking I turned around and looked at Oscar "what ur doing is wrong cesar really needs u right now he needs Oscar not spooky no santos he needs he's brother"I said I saw his eyes it hurted him to leave Cesar he just nodded "where u going"joker asked "I've been in a hospital three days then almost two weeks in my house I need to go out"I said as I walked away from them "hey mamas"Dani said as I passed her house "eyyy fea"I said she hugged me "where we going"she asked "idk probably the park ahead"I said she nodded we sat on the swings "u doing good"she asked I nodded we then heard footsteps behind us I turned around and saw jay latrelle older brother Dani quickly pulled out her gun "Dani put that away"I said I didn't really feel like being in a crossfire "he's brother of the one that almost killed u"Dani gritted "Ik Ik put it down"I said she put the gun away I looked at jay "what do u want"I asked "I wanted to apologize i didn't know latrelle was gonna shoot u C"jay said "yea we'll u shouldn't have sent him to a fucking birthday party in the first place Jayden ur problem was with Cesar and the santos u couldn't solved that at any time but u killed my cuz"I yelled he looked another way "listen carefully to what I'm gonna tell u"I said he turned and looked at me "I never wanna see ur face again if I see ur face or Latrell's I will fucking kill either one of u and u should know what I'm capable of Jayden after all I was born into a family of gangsters so it's better to stay out of my sight I didn't want to take side here because I don't want to be in this thug life but u left me no choice so get out of my fucking territory before I put a bullet in ur scull"I said as I smirked at him "cata"jay said "leave before ur buddies find u dead in a ditch"Dani said Jayden ran off "woah woah since when did u become such a bad ass"Dani said with a smirk "baby I've always had it in me just didn't wanna let my gangster side out"I said as I hugged her "let's go loca"she said as we started walking to the Diaz house again "I think I started WW3"I said as we arrived "mf why"joker said "what did u do"Paco asked "she threatened jay"Dani said "what"my dad and Oscar yelled "he came up to us in the park and cata unleashed the scary gangster Catalina in her u should've hear it was fucking scary"Dani said I just shrugged "no one messes with my fam"I said "what did she tell him spill Dani"joker and Paco said I rolled my eyes "she told him that if she Evers seee latrelle or him she's gonna kill either one of them she then told him to get off her territory before she put a bullet him his scull"Dani said "woah that tuff"Paco said as he looked at me "I always knew u had it in u"my dad said as he side hugged me "that was mean cata"joker said with a smirk "and I love it"he said as he hugged me I giggled "soooo u official a santo"Oscar asked I nodded I then saw Antonio come out of the house with a girl he was fixing his shirt "ohhhh hey mencia"he said awkwardly I gave him a nod he's never gonna change I thought to my self as I sat down "dad have u cheated on mom since we got back"I asked randomly "what"he asked confused "idk it just came up but answer my question"I said shrugging he looked nervous "no"he said "fucking liar"I said as I let out a chuckle "look it was just a one night when we had a party"my dad said I nodded "yea that's what u men say one night u guys are liars"I said "that's why I like woman"Dani said "im officially lesbian"I said "no ur not I have enough with Maria's gay ass"my dad said "heyyy do not speak about my gay sister behind her back"I defended "so Dani u and Maria"I said playing Cupid "stop playing Cupid cata ur sister and me is a shhh"she said putting her finger on her mouth "oh u scums"I said grinning I then stood up "well imma head out"I said "want me to drop u off"joker and Oscar asked at the same exact time I looked at them "I'll take jokers offer" I said with a innocent smile "ohh oh oh why hm" Oscar asked I saw Antonio look uneasy "let's go cata" joker said putting a hand on my lower back "bye uglies"I said "make sure to use a condom don't want lil cata or lil joker running around"Dani said I gave her the middle finger as I got in jokers car, we arrived outside my house "thanks ugly"I said as I was getting out his car I looked at him as he was already starring at me "u wanna come Inside or u leaving to the wifey"I said with a smirk he rolled his eyes "yea I'll come in"he said as he turned his car off and got out I walked up the stairs to my house "wait for me"joker said I turned around "hurry up slow ass"I said he grabbed his phone then locked the car and came to me I u lol we the house "honey im home"i shouted "shut up"Anna said I giggled "hey joker"Anna said "hey Anna banana"joker said as he ruffled her hair "where's Maria and Carlos"i asked Anna as I grabbed and apple and headed to the sink to wash it "Carlos is in his room maria went out mom is at rubys"Anna said "alright we'll me and jo gonna be in my room"I said grabbing two drinks and chips "yea make sure to be a little less loud"she said making joker choke on air I started laughing "well try but hey idk about her"joker said I hit his chest "shut up she's 16"I said I then saw Carlos come downstairs "sup"Carlos said to joker as they did their little bro shit "sup homie"joker said "what u doing here"Carlos asked him "He's here with me we're going to my room"I said grabbing jokers hand "woah woah wait"Carlos said making us stop "what"I said annoyed "u seriously hitting it with joker now first Antonio"Carlos said I squinted my eyes "Carlos cruz are u calling me a hoe"I said "nahhh just uhh curious cause I mean they both got woman"Carlos said I looked at joker "eyyy I told him he could go with his wifey but he chose go come with me so"i said shrugging "she's 100% correct"joker said "be carful cata one of these dudes hyna gonna come out like a psycho"Carlos warned me "yea yea I already dealt with one wasn't to scary"I said referring to Antonio's gf I saw Anna smirk "that Carlos that right there is my sister a fucking bad ass"Anna said I sent her a kiss "love u baes"I said as I took jokers hand and went to my room we both sat down on my bed "so what movie u wanna watch"I asked him "anything that has sex in it"joker said I rolled my eyes "sex addict"I said he chuckled "for sure"he said I shock my head and got comfortable while I clicked Netflix and then I put shameless "what's shameless"joker asked "it has a lot of sex"i said "ok then"he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist I put my head on his chest and opened my chip bag "did u see sad eyes he was fuming when u said u would take my offer"joker said "ohh yea I saw"I said "we should totally make him jealous like I'll help"joker said I turned my head up to look at him "u sure u don't just want a excuse to kiss me and shit"i said "I don't need an excuse see"he said as he kissed me I pulled away "fine let's do this but don't catch feelings"i said with a chuckle "nahhh mami u DONT catch feelings"he said as he flicked my forehead "asshole"I mumbled as I rubbed my forehead