•It's always you•~

Part 17

it's been three days since the whole Matt shit that went down everything has seem to cool down "Anna where have u been I've barley seen u"I asked my sister "sorry been busy with the crew"she said as she ran up to her room 'kids' I thought to my self no one else was home so I decided to go to the Diaz house a few minutes later I arrived at the house "hello"I said as I saw no one was outside I was about to walk up the stairs to the house when I heard wheels of a lot of cars I turned around to see my dads car and some of the santos car rushing in I then saw them pull out a wounded joker "what happened"I asked as I ran up to them "we were ambushed by prophets is what happened"Oscar said as they ran inside the house to help joker they layed him down on the counter "fuckkk it's hurts"joker yelled"someone bring me the first aid kit"Oscar yelled paco ran and brought it "here let me help"I said "hey papi stay still ok this is gonna hurt like a bitch"i said to joker as i put gloves on and grabbed tweezers and took the bullet out joker let out the worst scream I've ever heard "I'm sorry"i said as a few tears fell from my eyes the fear of losing joker is huge "uhh finish it"i said to Oscar as I gave it to him and walked outside I took a huge deep breath in i heard someone come out too "hey u good"Antonio asked "yes"i said wiping my eyes "liar"he said "it's it's just that I'm scared to lose joker or any of u guys"i said Antonio came up to me and hugged me "u anit getting rid of us just yet chula"Antonio said I laughed "uhhh let's go check up on that asshole"i said as we walked up the house "hey jo how u feeling"I asked as I came to his side on the couch "like fucking shit"he said I nodded "thank u cata"joker said "always ugly u anit leaving me to soon"I said kissing his forehead  he laughed "Ion wanna leave u just yet"he whispered I nodded and pulled away from him I went to the kitchen and washed my hands "hey baby u good that's some hard core shit u had to do back there"my dad said I went up to him and hugged him "promise me u will always be carful dad"I said he hugged me "I'm always carful mf"he said "Marcos Cruz I'm fucking serious promise that one day I won't come home to everyone crying because u have been shot and u died on the way to the hospital because I could never take that shit I don't wanna lose anyone"I yelled as I pulled away from him everyone in the house was starring at me as I was breathing heavily "cata baby calm down ok"my dad said "I can't this whole gang shit dad I can't I wake up everyday hoping that every single one of u are alive I can't handle if u die or if Carlos die I already lost Olivia and I lost alex I I can't anymore"I cried as my dad hugged me when it came to my family I was a very emotional person I had already lost my cousin Olivia and then alex was my best friend she was the girl I first met when we moved to Canada she became my rock in Canada beside Martin "I promise u we will never leave u Catalina ur stuck with us till we grow old"my dad said "yea u anit getting rid of me yet ugly imma be here and bother the living shit out of u"Carlos said as he hugged me and my dad I laughed at Carlos statement "uhhhhh sorry I got highly emotional right now"I said as I pulled away from all of them "it's ok we all have those times"Paco said I nodded "I'll be back"I said as I walked outside and lit up a blunt I had I sat down by the stairs "u gonna Share or no"Antonio voice was heard "always"I said as I passed him the blunt he sat down next to me and put his arm around me I leaned my head on his shoulder "I miss u"I whispered to him "yo tambien"he said as he kissed my forehead I lifted my head up from his shoulder and grabbed his chin I attached our lips together "wanna have a sleepover"I asked when I pulled awya "hell to the yes I never say no to a sleepover with Catalina cruz let's go"Antonio said as he got up "wait let me go say bye to joker"I said running up the stairs "I'm going home I'm having a sleepover with sad jo call me if u need anything ok"i said kissing joker cheek "ok chula"joker said "sleepover with sad really"my dad said I just sent him a wink "bye fam"I said as i walked outside "let's go"I said to sad eyes as we started walking to my house we soon arrived "Catalina finally ur home"Anna said "and u brought company"she said looking at Antonio with a ugly look "nice to see u to Anna"Antonio said sarcastically I giggled "she's still mad at u cause u left me and all that shit"I explained "yea u made her cry u ugly mf"Anna yelled from the living room "Anna enough"I said laughing I grabbed Antonio's hand and dragged him to the kitchen "oh mom ur here"I said as I saw my mom in the kitchen "yup don't act so surprised"my mom said she then looked at Antonio "hola Antonio"she said as she went back to doing what she was doing "hola señora Andrea"he said back I grabbed some snacks "we're gonna be in my room"I said she nodded "keep it p.g"she said "totally"I said as I grabbed Antonio hand and walked upstairs I shut my room door "finally that was awkward idk why my moms in a mood"I said "ur dad probably did something"Antonio said "right"I said as I pulled out my phone and called my dad "hello Catalina how can I help u"he said I rolled my eyes "what did u do to mom why is she in such a mood"I asked my father through the phone "uhhh well nvm it's none of ur business mija it's a problem between Andrea and me"he said "mhmm fucker u cheated huh she finally found out about one of ur little hoe"I said "Catalina don't talk to me like that"he said I could sense through the phone that he is rubbing his forehead "righttttt sorry gotta go"I said hanging up Antonio looked at me "ur always getting in trouble"he said I shrugged "it's my specialty"I said he chuckled "what do u wanna do"I asked him "wanna get tattoos"he said "Oooo yes"I said as I pulled out my tattoo gun "what do u wanna get"I asked "idk let's match tho"he said I nodded and thought for a second "let's get the number 444"I said "why that number"he asked "because we're gonna start a new thingy it's cringey but whatever it's basically goes like this 4better 4worse 4life but we only doing the numbers cause we already know what they are for so we don't need the words"I explained the tattoo "cringe but I like it"he smirked "shut up"I said as I grabbed his hand I did his first then mine we then also got matching snake tattoos "they look cool"Antonio said "thanks"I said Anna then barged into my room "knocking hello I could've been naked"I said sarcastically "first eww second I've seen u naked"Anna said "ooooo tattoos can u give me one pleaseeeee"she begged as she closed the door and locked it "u do realize that we are having a sleepover"I said pointing between me and Antonio "it's fine she can join so I can get her back in her good graces"Antonio said I laughed "thank u and ur back in my good graces"Anna said Antonio bowed to her "thank u u queen"he said sarcastically Anna rolled her eyes and sat down "what do u want"I asked "first let me see what u guys did"she said we showed her out two tats "why the 444"she asked "oh wait nvm is it the 4better 4worse 4life shit"she said "yup"me and Antonio said "I want a crown on the back of my ear"she said "alrighty let's do it"I said I started it and then finished I showed her "omg I love it"she said "gracias cata now I want a little snake on my finger and a heart"she said "sure ur lucky I k ow how to give tats a shop would probably take like 40 bucks for these small ass shits"I said as I started doing her tats on her hand "moms gonna kill us"I whispered as I was trying not to mess up her tat "u gave Carlos and Maria their tattoos"Anna said "baby they in they 20s"I said "what she said"Antonio said as he was on his phone texting someone "who r u texting"I asked "joker"he answered "mmm"I said "mmm"Anna said after me I tried not to laugh "there I'm done"I said just then my phone started ringing "who is it"I asked Anna cause she picked it up from the floor "unknown"she answered as she gave it to me "hello"I answered the phone "hello ID like to speak with Catalina cruz"a male voice said "I'm Catalina"I said "oh hello ma'am I'm Sargent rogers from the military base here in New Jersey"the guy said