What I've been looking for

A plan for the night

I'm sorry about the fairies Jack started saying to Tooth. You should've seen them they put up such a fight she told us. All the while I've been thinking about what Pitch said about me. What about this ring? He made sure to point it out.

He knew about the ring and I had to know more. Where did it come from and why after having it did I have these dreams about Jack or someone that looks like Jack and someone that looks like myself? What made me so special?

What did the moon want with me? I was just an ordinary girl. Sure I was supposed to freeze at age 16 and I can see things that kids my age have stopped believing in after they reach like probably 13 or never believe in to begin with.

My sister and her friends didn't believe in them. Why do I? And of course a part of me thinks that Jack is cute and that I have some kind special connection with him but he won't even touch me. It's all the same I won't either.

Besides aside from my not so imaginary boyfriend I'm supposed to be participating in this dance thing it's something most of the town participates in it kids not so much but I'm not a kid anymore.

Everyone dresses up but the children aren't required to be part of the dance. And no one would even know if I'd been there or not minus the fact that I would be called down with my escort. I always opted to escort myself I didn't exactly have any friends.

And your parents were not allowed to escort you either. And I didn't want someone's pity from one of the providing gentlemen. I was a strong independent woman. None of their mummers and rumors would stop me.

And this year I decided to wear on of the dresses that my mother kept in the attic that just so happened have my name on it. I had to assume they were from the girl I was named after even if it was from the MIM. And we always wore masks.

Even though it was still 6 months away it was still making me nervous. I have this one reoccurring dream that Jack was there and I was in this beautiful dress and just as beautiful mask at the same event. And I can't help but wish it was true.

And even up in my own head I always knew when he was near. Even without the touch. Maybe it was best if we just stayed friends I was an ordinary girl he was an immortal being. No matter how much I was falling for him I was nothing to him.

What would a beautiful immortal being want with me? Mumbling to yourself about me? I heard his voice behind me. What are you thinking about? Not you I teased him. Ouch he put his hand to his chest a teasing smirk on his face.

So Tooth why would Pitch want the teeth? I asked her. As the tiny Baby Tooth fairy flew to my shoulder and cooed at me. While I stroked at her. She sure loves you but it wasn't about the teeth she continues. I have pictures of her too.

Pictures of when I was little. She looked like what I thought you would look like so I named her Baby Tooth. But what do you mean it's not about the teeth? Because it was about the memories they held. We help people remember what's important.

That's why we collect the teeth Jack Farrah. She turned to both of us. We had everyone's here even the two of you. What do you mean? We asked her. Memories from before you were Jack Frost and before your father found you on the pond Farrah.

What do you mean? We weren't anyone before we are who were now. Jack started. Farrah Jack everyone was someone before they were chosen even if some of us like Farrah were chosen in other ways but we were all chosen by the same person.

That night at the pond I just assumed.... And Farrah as well you were found on the pond one late one night ring with you and note with you during some late winter night. Jack started. Are you saying we had a life before this?

A life before I was Jack Frost with a home and family and that there's a reason why Farrah looks like and has the same name as the girl in the statue out in the square?! Jack asked getting all excited. You mean you really don't know? Neither of you?

Jack you're supposed to have a ring too. That's why Manny gave you 3 those rings. What are you talking about? I asked her. It was a different time back then and it's hard to explain without being told I can or without your memories.

You have to show us. Jack pleaded with her. I can't Jack I'm sorry Farrah but Pitch has them. She told us. Then we have to get them back. I took her hands. She was pleased but then she started loosing feathers. What's wrong? I asked pulling away.

We're too late. She turned away from me. But North wasn't having any of it. He decided that we had to help her collect all the teeth tonight. And we could do it if we all worked together we could help Tooth collect them all.

After all North and Bunny both deliver presents and hide eggs in one night/day and Sandy leaves dreams all in one night as well. And if Jack and I helped them we could get our memories back.

IDK about you but I'm in and it wouldn't be as much fun without you. I turned to Jack. Playing on my ego he flips his hair dramatically as if he had enough of it to flip while I laughed. Fun is an ego? I teased. My point is he rolled his eyes. I'm in.