Dreams pov:
George found out that I was too lazy to do any of the treatments
Honestly I don't think the treatments will help me at all so I just don't do them
I'll still die some day, the treatments won't matter
But George thinks otherwise, he is really strict with his regimen
So he also tells me to do the stuff
I always told him that I did the treatments and stuff, that was obviously a lie
So he just found out and is now going crazy
Why is he so obsessed with his regimen?
And why does he even care if I do the stuff?
What if he cares about me? What if he...loves me..
No no that's like impossible, I look like a trash can while he looks like a literal prince from a fairy tale
But what if...NO HE WOULD NEVER
But if he actually does, that won't mean much...we literally can't go nearer 6 feet
So I guess whether he likes me or not it won't mean anything
But for me...for me it would mean the world actually
Well he's really mad at me right now
I shouldn't have lied to him, he actually trusted me and I obviously let him down
I think I should apologise
I try to call him but he doesn't pick up, I try again...he doesn't pick up, so I try again and again and again
It's pointless he won't pick up
I should apologise in person but what if Kate catches us?
I really don't care right now
So I take a paper and write 'I AM REALLY SORRY'
I go out of the room, look around to check if anyone is near
No one is, so I go to knock on Georges door
*Knock knock knock*
Nobody answers the door so I knock again
*Knock knock knock*
Why is George so mad about it, I didn't die yet so the regimen wouldn't have done anything
"George open the door" I say, I'm nervous what if a nurse sees us
"George look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just...I just...hate the treatments"
Then the doors slowly opens and I see George with a serious face
Which is unusual because every time I knock on his door he opens it with a bright smile
I hold my sign that says 'I AM REALLY SORRY'
"You know you are lucky you're still alive" He blankly says
He seems really emotionless right now
I've never seen him like that
"Yeahh..."
"Okay fine your forgiven" He says, I can clearly feel that he's really annoyed
He's so done with me, I think this is the end of our friendship
Seriously? Only because of that small thing we are gonna stop being friends?
I have like no friends at all, I'm like the loneliest person alive
Well George also seems like a lonely guy so maybe I'm not the loneliest person alive
"I'm sorry George, it's not like I lied intentionally" I look him in the eyes, his eyes look different right now..
His eyes always have this special spark that warms me
But right now His eyes are cold and unwelcoming
His arms are crossed and he really looks like he needs to be alone right now
I sigh and walk away, I hear his door shut
For some reason I expected him to say something, but be didn't
I go back to my room
I feel terrible, my heart aches and I feel like I've just gone through a break up even tho I don't even know what it feels like to break up obviously I've been single my entire life
It feels like I just stabbed myself in the heart
I lay down on my bed and think how am I gonna live the rest of my life
When George came into my life it felt like I just became alive
Like I've been dead my entire life and when I met George I was born
He was my own bright sun that would cheer me up no matter what
I've known him for only 2 weeks but it feels like I've known him for forever
And we were just friends why do I feel so much pain
I slowly drift away
I wake up to someone knocking on my door
I'm still kinda confused and I'm trynna understand what's going on right now
I hear another knock and stand up and go to the door
The knocking sounds harsh
"Geez, hold on" I say still walking to the door
I open the door and it was the person I was least likely to expect today
"Dream I know I kinda went crazy this morning, but I really do forgive you and I think I should also apologise....I'm sorry Dream" He says, he seems much calmer than before
I smile to him and he returns me the smile
"I also forgive you George"
"Do you maybe wanna go get food with me? Kate went home early today" George cheerfully says
God I've missed him, I know it's been less than 12 hours since the last time I saw him
"I would love that" I look him straight in the eyes, the warm chocolate eyes are back
The over thinking about me and George stopping our lovely friendship stops and the aching goes away
The spark in his eyes.., it's back, I see it now
He starts to blush, and I almost instantly feel my cheeks warm up too
I've missed his warm smiles
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FanfictionGeorge is a teen that has Cystic Fibrosis and right now he has to be in the hospital, he was always alone and he barely had any friends. But one day he meets another CFer and they fall in love, without even being able to come closer than 6 feet... (...