I told the stars about you 《DNF》

Chapter \17/

Dreams pov:

I spent 1 hour crying in the waiting room with Georges mother

Then suddenly a nurse comes through the doors

She is holding some papers, but I don't care about that

We stand up and run to the nurse

"Where-wheres George?!?" His mom asks the nurse

"Is he okay?" I add

"Let's sit down.." The nurse says

We all sat down with our eyes locked on the nurse

"I'm really sorry..." She said

I feel like I was just stabbed right through my heart

My vision goes blurry as I zone out

My eyes water again, and a million more tears spill

"He broke his ribs, his ribs cut his lungs through and filled them with blood..." (I don't know if that's possible, but here it is)

Does that...does that mean.... he's....gone?

"I'm really sorry, his lungs were also filled with mucous.." The nurse adds, that just makes me cry more

I'm sobbing, I hear that Georges mom is also crying

I stand up from my seat and run out of the room

"Cla-" The nurse says trying to catch my arm and pull me back, but I ran too fast

She gave up and stayed in the room

I'm wiping my eyes, but they are still wet

This can't be real...

This is not true...

He's gonna wake up soon and we'll go on another date around the hospital

He is gonna be okay...

This can't be true...

My legs give up and I fall on my knees, all I feel is pain and loss

I hide my face into my hands, the hospital is quite and peaceful

Everyone in this hospital knew George, and they knew how good of a person he is...was

I just can't help myself but fall on the ground, I curle up into a ball and hide my face into my knees

My mind fills up with memories of him...

I get flash back of this night...

He was here with me like 2 hours ago...how is this possible

I never even got to hug him...

All I ever wanted to do is be with him

I knew that I couldn't be with him, but at least I saw him everyday with the sweet smile

I miss him so much...

I never even thought I'd loose him

This night was going so well, it was so fun

The stars were looking down at us playing with snow

Laying on the snow and talking about everything on our minds

I told him everything and he told me everything, but I didn't tell him what I saw the night I broke my arm, was that nightmare a sign?

We knew each others biggest secrets, we told every single story we had

I feel like I spent my entire life with him, but I also feel like we had not enough time

He was supposed to meet his father today...

His father won't ever see him again, his mother won't ever see him again...

I'll never see him again..

How is this possible?

It all feels like a nightmare, that I'm going to wake up from

I want to see George one last time

I close my eyes for a second but instead I fall asleep

The next thing I see is a nurse next to me trying to wake me up

I feel like shit, my head hurts from crying, my eyes sting and are red and puffy

I was in an uncomfortable position so now every bone and muscle hurts

My vision is still blurry

"Clay come on"

"Wake up.."

I hear the familiar voice, then I fully see her face and it's not even a nurse..

"Mom?" I say under my breath

"I'm really sorry..."

This is probably what I'm gonna hear for the next month

All the memories come back and a river flows down my face again

I just can't stop it, it's like I'm not even controlling my own body

My mom hugs me tightly, I usually push her away but this time I really needed this hug from her

Then my mom helps me to stand up and we slowly walk to my room

I feel really dizzy, I can't feel my left side and I just want to close my eyes and never open them again

I lie down on my bed and my mom sits on the edge of the bed

I bury my face into my pillow so my mom won't see me cry, even though she just did

We stay in the calm silence, I hate this

I remember how George would laugh at every stupid joke I made, he would always smile when he saw me

I cought him staring at me all the time

I should have told him about what I saw that night

I should have always been open to him, I tried my best

I loved him with my entire heart, I never felt like this towards anyone

I would do absolutely anything for him..

He was my sunshine, moonlight, star shine and everything that could possibly bring light

He always cheered me up, I feel like I was never enough

I don't realise how I fall asleep again

I'm flooded by the memories we shared, I still can't believe he's actually gone...

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