An Open Flame

Second Guessing

When the bell rang we went to gym. He walked me down and we went to our separate locker rooms. For 3 minutes it's was only me and T down there. We were talking and she was asking me about earlier. I promised her that I would tell her, just not at that moment. Then, all the rest of the girls came downstairs. Two girls decided to ditch and come to the locker room. Guess who it was.. of course Mya and Taylor. They had to come over to me and Tatiyana.

Mya- Hi girls 😏

Me- What do you want

Taylor- Oh we're having a party tomorrow and everyone's gonna be there 😜

Mya- We wanted to know if you wanted to come

T- No we won't be going to your little party

Mya- Oh alright then.. Bye you guys.. Oh and Jayde.. Good Luck on your concert sweetheart 😊

They left and I felt even more uncomfortable. Chris said he was going somewhere with his family tomorrow. I have a huge feeling that he's lying to me.. But, it can't be true.

Tatiyana and I walked outside because we had to run. We started running then I saw Jake and Roc catch up. I ran even faster because this was a grade. I heard someone run to me. It was Jacob smiling. Gosh he has a gorgeous smile. We ran a mile together. Literally 😂. I was so sore afterwards that I could barely walk. Then after the run. We worked on tumbling. I can't flip to save my life. Every time I got on the mat, I fell from attempting a cartwheel or a handstand. When the teacher made me try again, I got on my hands, threw my legs up in the air, and somebody held onto my legs.. I couldn't see because I was upside down. Then, I heard a voice say "Jacob please help this girl" it sounded like T 😂.

I assumed it was Jacob holding me up.

Jacob- On 5, I'm going to let you go and you will complete the handstand on your own.

Me- I can't do it 😂don't let me go I'm scared man.

Jacob- Lets make a deal

Me- What deal?? Hurry cause all of my blood is rushing to my head.

Jacob- 😂ok.. Afterschool you have to come to my house so I can help you learn how to do a cartwheel and a handstand. Deal ?

Me- Ughh I'm gonna break my neck tho. Alright deal

Then he let my legs go. I ended up landing on my stomach. It hurt but I shook it off. By the time we finished, it was time to change for our next class