Sneaked into my heart (lucathy Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

Lucas came back so fast as  he said and I Sat inside the car.. Our ride back home was quiet because I turned my face towards the window . I don't wanted to talk.. I can't close my eyes .. Those horrible memories.. I badly want to  forget kept coming back...and my body defaultly become cold...

Lucas was staring at me for every now and then.. I can see his reflection in the window.. I finally turned back to him and our eyes met..

"lucas... Can we stop by the beach on our way home..?"

I asked and he stared at me with a 'what the fuck..?' face but He stopped the car by the beach  where we can see few people walking here and there.. I  removed my high heels and stepped down.. The chillness  of the sand made my  shiverings  raised  a few degrees .. But I kinda wanted  that  

"  hey.. Do you really want to stay here..? It's so cold.. And you are already freezing.."

lucas said rubbing my hands with his big warm ones...  With a worried face... No one knows other than me knows  that behind this expressionless  guy's cold gaze there is  this warm and caring  stare and a corner of my heart let out happy bubbles that he is giving his warmth only to me... For me...

" hmm.. I want to...no I need to.. Or else I will feel suffocated.." I said and he  stared at me with a blank face.

" haah...let's go.. "he said and we walked on  the chill sand..i felt some shells and stones pricking my foot. But my body was too numb to react ..

he didn't said anything and just walked  beside me silently.. The sound of waves were  calming  .. It's so calming like his presence..

"  If you want to feel better why not use your own technique..? I felt better after sharing my burden  with you... You can do the same you know ..?"

he said his eyes fixed on the dark sea.. It's dark and  scary... I can't see anything, I am not sure whether there is even a sea there.. But I felt safe since he was with me..  Nowadays  whenever I feel bad just his presence makes me feel better.. His presence near me is like a Warm hug.. When that strange feeling filled my insides  I suddenly felt the urge to  pour out  the things  I hate to talk about  the most with him.

"then .. Will you hear me...?"

I asked and he turned and looked  at me... I started talking as soon as I saw his eyes.. He have some magic in him which make me do things I usually don't..

" My  mom died two years ago.."I told him  and he looked calm... I stared at  him and  he turned his face away

"   OK.. I will tell you a  truth before that.. That day when you were drunk... I was looking for your charger but saw a photo in your drawer and  I got curious so I digged into your family.." he said I was so surprised that I stared at him dumbfounded.

" I know your dad is a director at NIS and your mom died in an accident two years ago and I guess you moved here after that..?  There is this red haired uncle and a brown haired aunty  .. But I  didn't  looked into them.."

he said and looked at me  with a sheepish  smile.

" hmm you are right.. Dad is working at NIS... That red haired guy is dad's best friend  and  assistant director at NIS felix uncle... And that brown haired   lady is lily.. Felix's wife and  mom's best friend...and.. Mom didn't died in accident.." I looked  up at him and his face was blank again.

" mom.. Was actually murdered.. "I said in a low voice and he was shocked. We came to a stop and stood on the beach as cold breeze passed through us

" dad had numerous  enemies and we often have to stay at home with protection. Since he always  receive   murder  threats... I hated always being stuck inside the  home...I always whine to them to let me out, I want to live like my other friends... It's just that day, I was sick and didn't went to school ..I fell  asleep   on mom's lap and mom suddenly.. Woke me up and locked me inside my room... I was so confused and knocked the door and told her to open... She  told me to stay quiet and don't make a noise..I don't know what's going on outside and when I looked out the  through the keyhole.. My whole body trembled .. There was a gunshot  and mom was.. Mom was lying on the floor covered in blood.."