The new nanny

Chapter fourty six

Novas POV

" so what's going on then nova" he asked me and I sighed i may aswell just tell him like rip yeh bandage of do I can stray to process what it is I did because I didn't know  at all. I got up and I left taht house without speaking to her " Scarlett is my biological mother" I said out loud more for me then him but he heard and he spoke " oh nova" is all he said and. I nodded I don't know why they wnat me to say other it's  crap I wanna hide very far away but I can't this is my job. Omg
MY job what am I gonna do when she finds out that I know she's my mom is she gonna. Fire me or is she gonna let me stay around here or will I moving away or am I going back home I don't know really let's be real I won' actually know.

" how did she tell you?" Ans I scoffed " she didn't I found the papers"
I said throwing them on the table and he looked down at them " oh" is all he said even my therapist is speechless that just shows how fucked this whole thing is. Please I can't even get over how bad I am at any of this. " nova how do you feel?" Wan I loooked at jok
Is he okay! Like why kind of question is that I wouldn't be here if I wa okay. " no" ans he nodded " who's the lady you came with?" And Ans I smiled a little remembering the fact it's Lizzie who's out there waiting for me to be done " that's Lizzie" and he nodded " does she know" and I shrugged instead of asking me how about he asks her and tells me the answer because at this point I'm
Done with finding out people just like to lie to me. I can't be asked with any of it

" tell me how the days gone" and I
Told him it all ans ha listened to me fo on for an hour about how I was stupid for not knowing what was going on. How didn't I know. How long has she known. " I can't answer for Scarlett nova, you need to talk to her" and j nodded I know that " I know but  I also know what we she says won't make me feel any better" and he asked me why and I answered honestly " because I know that what we happened she gave me up and didn't raise me. She left me and I don't know how to deal with knowing she is a good mum and I could of had that" and he nodded " you're scared" and I nodded " I'm terrified" and he smiled " then take the dive and I'll be here to talk with you okay? From what this is it seems she's trying to get you back" and I shook my head " it's too
Late for that and anyway she probably felt guilty for leaving me" and he sighed " just talk to her" and I nodded.

We walked out  and I saw Lizzie Stand sup and sigh in relief pulling me into a hug before I could say anything to her " omg are you okay!" Ans I nodded " it's nice to finally meet you Elizabeth I've heard so much about you" and I blushed why did he just say that the embarrassing shit. Lizzie smirked a little bit at me  " what was going on?" Ans I sighed " I'll explain in the car thanks doc for roday" ans he nodded but He wasn't down and said my name " nova" as I walked away and I turned for him to give me the documents Lizzie was loo  on me at them confused and I sighed I think she knows and I wanna be wrong because that wanna she been past to me just as long but how can I just l move last it all?

We got into the car ans Lizzie  didn't start it she was waiting Jesus she looks like my mother well for all I know she may aswell be at this point. She waited ans i spoke because the silence was getting do me " I needed to talk to her" is all I said and she nodded she didn't push me that seemed like a hood enough answer for her.

She drove me back home and so sighed Colin's car still isn't here but Scarlett's was which made me scare but Lizzie got out an so All I  do follow her or I look very very stupid.
I got inside I had the files and I planned on putting it back but  I didn't ans well l was pulled into one of Scarlett's hugs and  she isn't let me go undock she's had to. " where have you been? Are you okay? What happened" she asked frantically checking me over to make sure i was physically okay and then  her eyes landed in the files on my hand and her jaw  dropped which just me more then I though. " nova" ans I pushed the folders into her hands " nice to know why you hired Me" I said walking away but Lizzie  and Scarlett followed me which I don't why why are the following me like there is more to say.

" I wanted to tell you" and I scoffed Turing to them "
Oh you did?  oh I'm sorry that must be hard for you. Not like I just started to trust you and actually think you cared oh no it's only because you felt guilt"
And she looked at Lizzie who walked out without another wowed to me or her. She just left us alone with the room and just me and her to actually this wasn't a. Good idea maybe she should come back and help
Me yeh ro fight that would be amazing. " it's alot more complex nova" she said san so didn't pay attention I can't because I'll state go cry ans I sly wanna do that I like my face eogauZ I let her have her space abit she somat ahiw the joke ans made me wait for him.

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