The new nanny

Chapter fifty seven

Scarlett's POV

" nova it's time for you to go up" I said and she looked at me baffled " see you parenting me?" And I nodded with a small smirk " and what if I am?" And she tilted her head " I am 19 scarjo I think I'm too old for a bedtime" and I scoffed " scarjo?" And she nodded smiling back at me " I think it's a funny name?" And I shook my head " who told you?" And she looked at Colin for  second and thought I didn't realise but I did. I see it all and now I'm going to kill the man child " Colin?!" and he shat himself. Maybe literally. " what?" and nova started to laugh " it was Lizzie who told
Me to say it to you" she shrugged and did looked to see if she's trying to make sure I don't kill Colin but she just looked at me with pure amusement written on her face. I mean she's enjoying this. " well missy you can call me anything but that" I said pointing at her but she pouted and I swear it's the cutest thing. It's up there with cosmos laugh and roses lisp " but I think it's cute" which made me groan  because I'm really gonna give in to my 19 year old who wants to call me the worst thing she could. Okay maybe not the worst thing she could but it's up there. " fine" I sighed and she squealed " yay scarjo!" And I groaned very loud to make sure knew my distaste.

I went up and so did the other two. And I got ready for bed I wanted to go see nova and ask if she's okay but Colin's as smirking at me " what?" And he laughed " go spend time with you're little girl I'll be here getting a good night sleep. And I'll make breakfast for my girls in the morning" and I went to him and hugged him " I love you" and he smiled " I know" which made me punch his arm but he laughed " I love you too scarjo" and I glared at him " right" I said walking out but he pulled me back and kissed my cheek. That's why I married him.

I went to novas room and she was reading a book " Mind if I join"and she shook her head at me. " I mean you'd come in even if I say yes" and I nodded " yes I would" this feels nice being on good terms with her again. But I feel more happier like this because I'm not lieing to her and I don't have any restrictions liek I did. I mean I do she's not really forgiven me and she doesn't see me as her mum really but I love her and I get to spend time. Much needed time with my child.

" what you reading?" I asked as I sat down with her and she smiled taking her glasses off " it ends with us" and I tilted my head I've never heard of it before " what's it about" and she went a little wide eyed " erm well erm it's a women who met her love but he left and then she ended up with a abusive shit and then loads happens and then she finds her lost love again and they end up together again but I haven't got there yet" and I nodded that's sounds interesting " I may give it a try" and she shook her head " no" and I was confused as to why she didn't wnat me to read the book " why?" And she grimaced abit " it's not an appropriate book if you get my drift" and I went wide eyed and started to laugh" novs I'm 36 with 3 kids I think I can handle a slightly inappropriate book" and she sighed " I know but it's weird my mu- Scarlett reading this" she said fast and I didn't let the feeling of hope and happiness flutter of my heart distract me. I ignored all feelings and I carried on because she didn't wanna say it but she thought it and that's what I'm thinking off.

I love her this little girl who's glasses are very big for her face and are held together with tape. Which I am going to fix as soon as I can because the fact she's got broken glasses isn't okay. I may just repair these or get her exact same ones. Whatever she wants but she won't let me actually do maybe I can just get her a pair that look just like that. Money is no object when it comes of my kids. If they want to spend silly money I'll spend what's my last to make them happy.

" okay you get to bed now" I said and she sighed " wow and here I thought we'd stay up all night talking about boys" and I smirked " oh really okay I'll tell you about Colin and-" and she put her hand over my mouth and shook her head " no pleas whatever it is just no" and I laughed when she moved her hand away " wow novs" and she shoook her head " he's like my dad so no" and I rolled my eyes no jealousy none please. She's feeling comfortable and this is her room and that's all I want for her. This is just hard for me but I'm making it work. I love her very much so she spoke " I mean we'd be talking about boys and girls" and I think this is her kinda coming out to me but not really. " don't get me started on Sandra bullok" and she gasped " I know she's hot!" And I laughed " wow mother an daughter have yeh same taste. And I've kissed her" I laughed and nova went into shock " no you did not!" And I nodded " yes I did it's on YouTube" and she gasped " I'm not searching that because I don't wanna see you when I imagine her" and I scoffed " rude" and she shook her head " nope not at all my Scarlett isn't who I want to be there" and I nodded okay understanding the point she Damon's and I get that so I'll shut up.

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