Jan 25 | 8pmArchimon
Nakita mo ba sila?Ruzette
Hindi, hindi naman tayo magkasama? Gising ka ba or nanaginip ka?Archimon
I'm serious zet.I saw them together this afternoon
Ruzette
Oo eh, kitang kita ko mamon. Ni halos hindi nga maalis sa isip ko eh. Ang sakit masyado. Hindi kayang indain ng sistema ko.Archimon
Archimon
Someone sent me thisRuzette
They look good togetherIkaw ba, na aapektuhan ka parin?
Archimon
Hindi na masyado.Inamim na ni Vince sa'kin. Na gusto niya na si Nic at gusto rin siya.
Ruzette
Ah kailan lang daw?Archimon
yon ang hindi ko alam.Ruzette
Paayos na dapat ako eh, pero nung nalaman ko mas lalo akong nadurog. Mamon, bakit sa dinami dami si nic pa? Bakit 'yung babaeng pinagkatiwalan at kampanti ako?Archimon
Pasensya kana zet.Ruzette
I can't just digest it. She knows eh. The betrayal made me sane.And the thought of him who knows my past, he just did it again perfectly.
He become someone he knows I hated the most.
Archimon
Shh tahan na 'wag na umiyak masyado hmm?Ruzette
He knows what I've been through just to get out of that situation.I was deceived when I felt like he was pulling me out from the cell of my past. Maybe, he just did that to transfer me to the darker cell.
Archimon
So, don't let yourself be an in-prisoner of your past.Ruzette
He knows how much you love Nic. And he's your friend. They betrayed us.Archimon
He said sorry.
Pero may pait parin
Akala ko tuloy maayos na ako
It feels heavy but normal.Ruzette
I was thinking. Mamon, she was there when we're together. Sa loob ng limang buwan, kailan niya ako minahal?Sa limang buwan na sinabi niya mahal niya ako, alin doon ang totoo?
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The Love I Couldn't Have (Epistolary)
Romance"He is someone I have, but I couldn't have." -Ruzette Syzhea