11:30Archimon
Hey baby
I'm sorry, I didn't make it.
Hindi ako pinauwi ng prof ko dahil need ko pa e revise 'yong LP ko as soon as possible.11:40
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Where are you now? Kumain ba!kayo sa labas?
Anong gusto mong regalo? Please babawi ako babe.
Send me your pictures babe, Please?
12:03Archimon
Babe, are you mad?
I'm sorry. I'm on my way home na sobrang traffic kasi eh.1:00
Archimon
Hey babe, i miss you. Please mag reply ka naman.
Are you okay? Nag-alala na ako.3:09
Ruzette
I feel numb right now.Archimon
Why? What happened? Kwento na, makikinig ako hmm?Ruzette
They didn't come.Archimon
Why? Ikaw lang mag-isa kanina?Ruzette
Gusto kong umiyak sa'yo kasi hindi ko kaya. Ang sakit lang kasi nang ginawa nila. I got used to it naman, palagi namang ganito eh pero bakit ang sakit parin?Archimon
Did they tell you bakit hindi sila dumating?Ruzette
They didn't. Umuwi ako sa bahay kanina na walang tao.
Noong umuwi na sila they try to reach me out pero hindi ko kinausap. Hindi ko sila kayang harapin.
I isolated myself, nagkulong ako sa kwarto ko hanggang ngayon.Archimon
You are strong babe. You can lean on me, cry now. I'm here babe.Ruzette
Ang sakit ng ginawa nila sa'kin. I feel neglected.Noong kinanta ang tribute to parents song, we should be looking at our parents. Pero wala akong matanaw kaya nakatungo lang ako umiiyak habang pinipigilan ang sariling huwag lumikha ng ingay.
Archimon
Hush baby. I'm sorry.
Gusto kitang yakapinRuzette
Pakiramdam ko, never ako magheheal sa sakit na 'to.Archimon
Everything will be alright hmm?
Did you take a picture of yourself?Ruzette
Hindi eh. Nanginginig ako sa sakit dahil hindi ko matanggap.Archimon
Anong gusto mong kainin? Menudo? Your favorite?
Lutuan kita dalhin ko riyan samahan kita kumain.
And after, wear your toga again and I will take you a picture.Ruzette
Pagod ka pa sa Internship niyo.Archimon
It's fine. I can make time. P'wede naman ako magpahinga pagkauwi ko.
I feel the need to be with you now.Ruzette
Mas kailangan mo magpahinga babeArchimon
Mas kailangan mo ako ngayon. And babe, I'm resting when I'm with you.Ruzette
Okay, hihintayin kita. Please don't disappoint me babe.Archimon
No, so please wait for me.
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The Love I Couldn't Have (Epistolary)
Romansa"He is someone I have, but I couldn't have." -Ruzette Syzhea