The Love I Couldn't Have (Epistolary)

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8:45

Archimon
I saw your post. What's wrong? Where are you?

9:02

Ruzette
Nasa bahay lang and I'm fine.

Archimon
You know you can't lie to me, tell me now. What's bothering my baby?

Ruzette
hays, fine.

Ruzette
I didn't see this coming. Even before, kinaiinggitan na 'yung pamilya ko sinasabihan pa nga na 'one happy family' but deep within magulo pa sa bulbul ng kabayo.

Archimon
I'm sorry to hear that. were you crying earlier? I was calling you I want to have an ice cream date with you.

Ruzette
yeah and ice cream sounds good

Archimon
want me to come over?

Ruzette
No. My eyes were fluffy right now it's embarrassing.

Archimon
I don't mind as long as it can make you feel better.

Ruzette
It's fine I'm feeling better now, let's just do it next time.

Archimon
Sigurado ka ba? I'm worried babe.

Ruzette
oum

Archimon
I hate it when you're sad, when you're devastating, when you're in pain.

Ruzette
why?

Archimon
because I can feel it too. That's why I'm always trying to make you laugh.

Ruzette
mamon....

how should I thank you for making me feel this way?

Archimon
No, don't thank me. You didn't ask for this. This is what I love to do.

Ruzette
...

Archimon
baby

Ruzette
hmm?

Archimon
just accept those shits lalove and turn it into something beautiful.

be kind and choose yourself. don't be hard on yourself and just don't be scared to face whatever problems might come in your life, because I'm here.

You're smart so don't forget that I'm always been so proud of you and everything that you do.

The way you act in a serious matter, the way you handle your emotions. It's beautiful and realistic.

Ruzette
Is that your pov of me? is that how you see me?

Archimon
It's more than that babe, I can't tell everything. If only I could let you borrow my eyes, you'll surely don't want to lose yourself.

I can't even let others know kasi kung sasabihin ko mawawalan ng saysay ang kanilang karakter sa libro kapag nalaman nilang may katauhang nabubuhay kagaya ng nasa kanilang imahinasyon.

Ruzette
I'm scared. I discovered something I can't admit to myself.

Archimon
would you mind telling me?

Ruzette
I like you, a lot.