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by soulofawanderer

by soulofawanderer

Archimon
I'm sorry zet.

Ruzette
For what? You're not the reason of my sufferings.

Archimon
I just want to say sorry because you're hurting again. And I cannot do anything to reduce that pain because, I, too is hurting.

Ruzette
You're not responsible for this mamon.

I just can't fathom the idea of it. I was so pure and I offered what I can and what I have. Am I not enough? Or perhaps, I was too much for him?

Archimon
You are enough. And you're not too much.

Hindi ko nga aakalain na sarili ko pang kaibigan eh.
Ang gagawa nito sa akin.

Ruzette
Are you mad?

Archimon
Wala namang magagawa kung magalit eh.
I have to accept it. We have to.

Ruzette
We can't do anything to stop them. Neither we won't do anything. We'll just have to accept this fate.

Archimon
We'll be better zet.

Ruzette
We will. Kailangan lang nating bawiin 'yong nawala sa atin nung minahal natin sila.

What hurt me the most, when he was lying all along. He could've just told me about his true feelings na hindi na ako. P'wede naman akong umalis eh. Pinagmukha niya kasi akong tanga making me believe that he still love me. Hindi na pala.

Archimon
Wala eh, nangyari na 'yong kinatatakutan mo.

Ruzette
Vince was so good when I met him. He makes me feel loved, valued, and appreciated. He knows that I somehow longed to feel all of those. What happened to the man I use to loved?

Hinintay ko siyang magbago. Kasi inaasam kong babalik siya sa dati, kung paano niya ako tratohin. Only to find out that he's sudden change of actions is connected to the sudden change of his feelings. I've loss him while we're still together.

Archimon
Talo tayo eh

Ruzette
No mamon, I feel like I won.
You know what I've been through in his hands. I endure all those shits just to stay with him.

I lost myself in the midst of loving him.
I in-prison myself in him. And right now, I feel like I'm being freed from it. Sa pagmamahal na hindi na tama.

Archimon
I was too stunned to speak reading all of your words. And It made me wonder how can he let go of someone as precious as you.

Ruzette
He was like my ex before him. Telling me I deserve better, but nah I deserve the best.

They just made me think that they we're settling for less.