It hurts 💔

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<<It's been two years since your grandfather's death, and yet you still feel guilty for not being able to be there, for not having been able to say goodbye to him, and it still hurts, it hurts because you were in Mayorca working and he was in London at the admitted hospital
your tears fell on the cushion without stopping you didn't feel like doing anything, the days passed and your sentence was served faster and faster and you were alone in your loft next to, almost from the beach.

He had taught you the most important and valuable thing in life, with him you learned that life is going to give you the person who is destined to be with you.
all that changed when you bumped into Liam on the way home, after a concert, at a meet and greet, for you it was foolish at first sight
*laughs*

The days passed and you wanted nothing more than to get home to give them a big hug and to be able to fall dead into their arms.

Christmas vacation day finally arrived, your birthday was on New Year's Eve, you were 20 years old, it hurt not to spend those holidays with your loved ones, your parents were traveling since they only rested in summer and you arrived in August almost at the end when tourism stopped a bit in Mallorca.

"Finally home you thought"
although deep down you were hurt and you felt with a bad taste in your mouth and with an unbearable weight on your back and chest, knowing that it was your fault for being able to say goodbye to him as he deserved.

in your head it sounded "See you again"
you like to be depressed, it's not something you should be ashamed of, you've always been a hermit, that is to say I hardly go out, I hardly socialize, and what I do is smoke a lot and drink at parties, my only way of dealing with everything this

The next day you went to the concert motivated by Ele, Louis's girlfriend, according to her and according to Televisa
you saw him in his photos, you knew that Ele got along very well with Liam

since they followed each other on Instagram and Twitter and every so often they commented on their photos or retweeted their posts, you didn't know if it was a joke or not, and Anabelle was behind Niall, of course *starts laughing*
Anabella's duster was very noticeable

Eleanor had told you about Liam, and that you would make such a good couple with him, you had not thought about going out with someone again, maybe because you were not ready for a new relationship, but love comes when it comes and it is as if you kicked it to the wind, it is useless if you put a blindfold on your eyes, and that person takes it off to see your beautiful eyes, transparent water.

anyway...
you prepared to go to the concert at least that way you would stay distracted and enjoy the boys and the company.
you looked at your phone, and all you did was block and delete his phone number
(your ex)

it hurt but you had to turn the page and in the long run you liked Liam, you felt in love with him, you knew he was with Sophia, it hurt but both you and Liam were looking forward to meeting you
nobody knew that, it was your secret, only Louis and Ele, you had to behave as such, as a simple fan, with your crush

that night was amazing, the show started with Moments
a song that kept many memories, and moments, with your family, your first "boyfriend" ect

You got to Last First Kiss, and he looked at you while he sang the song, in his eyes, you didn't know how to react,
it was time for the meet and greet and your face and his met

his smile appeared suddenly but you saw that he was off, as if broken, sad, and as a good person you asked him

It was time for the meet and greet and your face and his met, his smile appeared suddenly but you saw that he was off, like broken, sad, and you, as a good person, asked him "how are you?"
He smiled at you and approached you saying "thank you for asking"
that relieved your soul.

It's time to take the photo with them.

The pic:

Liam approached you and asked if you were alright, he noticed you down and something out of this planetthinking about things

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Liam approached you and asked if you were alright, he noticed you down and something out of this planet
thinking about things...

" Are you okay?"
" Thanks for asking, yes I am"
you replied

"No you're not okay"
he looked you in the eyes and gave you a hug
"Do you want to go for a walk and tell me"
-.he asked worriedly

[[he was so supportive and kind, he gave you a silly and silly smile
the boys gave you a big hug and you ended up making friends with them]]

"yes" you said sighing in relief

"Okay, do you want to come in? I don't mind if you come in, huh?"

"no, don't worry, I'll wait here"
-. you said smiling shyly

****when he left the dressing room and backstage, he was tremendously handsome in a tracksuit, and baggy pants, and the short hair he wore made him a totally irresistible man, you were two years apart, you were nineteen and 21
but he was great, it was incredible to hear him recount his exploits during the tour and laugh with him, it was like a dream from which you didn't want to wake up, luckily it wasn't a dream it was a reality***

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