crush culture| billie eilish

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billie pov:

i fixed my hair in the mirror of the dressing room while ashley sat beside me, watching me.

"what?" i asked, looking at her through the mirror.
"nothing. you just look amazing." she smiled.

i kissed her forehead and grabbed my shoes before sitting down on the couch to place them on my feet.

my mom was holding aj and finneas was sitting beside her on the couch.

"you ready?" my mom asked.
"i guess." i spoke dryly.
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as i walked off the stage, i sighed loudly and made my way with finneas to the green room.

"jesus fuck that was so tiring." i said.
"i missed it." he replied.
"i did as well. it was so comforting to be out there on stage again." i said with a smile.

ashley walked over to me and pecked my lips when i entered and grabbed my hand.

"how was it?" she asked.
"amazing." i spoke.

i grabbed her waist and pulled her into me while kissing her lips again.

"billie-" she whispered.
"get a room." finneas joked when he walked in.

ashley pushed me off her and stared into my eyes before going and taking a seat on the couch.

"i'm proud of you billie, you did great!" my mom spoke enthusiastically, patting my back. 

i thanked her with a smile but couldn't keep my eyes off ashley.

she wasn't necessarily wearing anything revealing nor tight. but for some reason my eyes were fixated on her body. 

i went to take a seat next to her on the couch and pulled her into my lap, her back to my front.

"stop it." she said, trying to get me to let go of her.

i kept my grip and nobody was paying attention to us until i let out a whine.

"what the fuck?" ashley whispered.

she pushed herself off me and her eyes wandered down to my crotch, where she could tell i was getting horny.

ashley removed her jacket and placed it into my lap before standing up to grab our stuff.

"we're gonna head home, we're both tired." ashley lied, grabbing alejandro in his car seat.

we said our goodbyes to everyone, i changed, and then we made our way out of the venue, thankful that the first show was in la.

as we got into my car, ashley put aj into the backseat and then got into the drivers side.

"why are you driving?" i asked.
"get in billie." ashley spoke.

i obeyed her request and hopped into the passenger seat.
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aj was asleep in his car seat as i unbuckled it from the backseat of the car and made my way inside behind ashley.

when i entered the house, i made my way over to alejandro's room and carefully took him out of his carseat and placed him in his crib.

before leaving, i turned off his light and shut the door so the dogs wouldn't go in and then started walking up the stairs.

when i reached me and ashley's room, she was undressing to take a shower and looked at me while removing her bra.

"come on." ashley said with a small smile.

i tried to hide the blush that coated my cheeks before removing my clothes.

i walked into the bathroom and got into the shower behind ashley while placing my hands on her hips, then pushed my dick inbetween us.

"needy whore." ashley said.

i quietly groaned and attached my lips to her neck.

she smiled and reached her hand back to place it  on the back of my neck.

i carefully aligned myself up with her and let her slowly push herself back onto me while the warm
water flowed on our bodies.

"billie-" she gasped when i pushed forward.

i used my thumb to tilt her head, making her look into my eyes.

she furrowed her eyebrows when i pushed myself deeper into her.

"fuck baby." i whimpered when i was all the way in.

ashley bent herself over a bit, spreading her legs.

i grabbed her ass, and then pulled out to my tip and went back in.

ashley fell forward a bit and placed a hand on my stomach to slow me down.

"give me a minute." ashley said, catching her breath.

i ran my hands along her back and then into her hair while pushing myself back into her.

ashley moaned and looked back at me, smiling when we made eye contact.

i threw my head back, finally feeling the satisfaction i've been waiting on for weeks.

when your not getting laid regularly, jerking off isn't the same.

"baby, let's just, shower first. we need to be in bed for this, the position is to awkward." ashley explained.

i agreed with her and slowly started to pull out.
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as "k." by cigarettes after sex(😩) played in the background, me and ashley were catching our breaths from our previous orgasms.

my body was slumped on top of hers, both of us sweaty and tired.

"baby." ashley said.
"yes?"
"i love you." she spoke.

i tapped her thigh in a pattern and stared into her green eyes while she admired my facial features.

"you look at me like i'm the only girl in the world."ashley said.
"your the only girl that matters." i replied.

ashley let a crooked smile plaster onto her face and buried her head into my neck while planting small kisses to savor the moment.

"i love you so much ashley. i'm falling head over heels in love with you every single day. i hope aj is just like you in every way possible." i began.

ashley lifted her head, placing her chin in her hands on my chest.

"go on." she said.

i let out a chuckle and kissed her nose before speaking again.

"i'm so in love with every part of you, your gorgeous eyes that aj is growing into, your smile, the things as small as the freckles on your face and the scars on your spine. it's so perfect and unique, it's made for me." i said.

ashley looked as if she might cry and wrapped her arms around my back while burying her head into my chest, sighing there.

"what's wrong?" i asked.
"nothing. i'm just grateful." ashley spoke.

i smiled and gave her one last kiss before drifting off to sleep.
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while ashley made breakfast downstairs i put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt before heading down there as well.

"goodmorning my love." ashley said.

i came up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist while kissing the inside of her neck.

"is aj still asleep?" i asked.
"yes he is, i was hoping to make us something to eat before he woke up." ashley explained.

i hummed and grabbed her waist more firmly.

"or i think i could bend you over this counter and fuck you right here before he wakes up." i said.

ashley stopped washing the plate in her hand and slightly turned her head in my direction.

"and i think maybe your right." ashley replied.
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1217 words.
hi guys! i updated this book two days in a row 😁. i apologize if this chapter sucks tho, im to tired to write rn, you'll get more hopefully tomorrow 🤗