(byler) Me And Michael

soft mumbles

This will have mike and will POV :> enjoy.

I feel stupid and dumb. I cant believe I'm crying right now. I'm in wills arms I'm pretty sure I'm shaking. "Shh, its okay calm down I'm here." Will whispers in my ear. I feel him start to leave the hug but I dont want it to end. "Okay" will says "start from the beginning, what's wrong" I find myself staring at his lips which I didn't even know I was doing. "I dont know" I say starting to sob again. "Ever since eddie" I cant hold it in any more I cant see out of my eyes one tear falls after the other. The rest i say is just mumbled nonsense. Will starts to laugh at my gibberish. "ITS NOT FUNNY" I say. "I'm sorry I know I just cant tell what your saying you need to calm down and be more slow." I am staring at his lips again. I snap out of it. I think he noticed that time. He seems flustered. "I um so you need to calm down. I need to use the bathroom I'll be back. Haha"

Will pov~

I walk to the bathroom and try to get a hold of myself. He's in a vulnerable state right now stop being so stupid. I cant have any friends because the only one I have left I'm being an idoit because of my stupid feelings.

MIKE POV~

I think it's funny how he reacts to me looking at his lips. But that's weird and I think I upset him. I am weird no wonder I am so dumb. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I start sobbing into his pillow. That's when he walks through the door, I dont even bother wiping my tears. "Mike.." he walks over and sit on the bed, I'm just laying there laying in his soaked pillow. "Sorry your *hic* pillows soggy" he giggles at this I giggle a little too. "Do you want to talk about what's wrong?" His eyes glitter and he looks like he understands. I sit up and look at the ground. "Everything, will" I start to play with my hands. I glance at him, he looks concerned. Really concerned. "I am a mess." "I noticed" he giggles at his little remark. "You look like you haven't been sleeping" he says slowly looking more concerned. "I cant sleep, ever since California... I'm an awful boyfriend awful person. I cant do anything right and...and I cant even understand the rest. My dad hates me. And Eddie's gone *hic* . He's gone" I sob I cant even control it. Will flings his arms around me. I hug him back. I feel understood I feel safe.