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I GOT TICKETS FOR HARRY STYLES' SHOW, HOW AM I STILL ALIVE??????????? LIKE WTF? AND REALLY GOOD TICKETS AS WELl :))))))))))

Zayn's Pov:

Fuck, shit, god damn. Excuse my bad language but their relationship is literally the definition of a toxic relationship.

I had to leave the room because Olivia politely asked if she could talk to Harry in private. But I heard the first few things she said to him. And that was enough for me to be raging. What a fake person. It was more than enough.

"You're bonding again? I told you they are usin-" and then the door closed. I was so close to storm back into the room and rip her into pieces. We love Harry and we missed our friedngroup, that's why we spend time together.

This day was supposed to be a relaxed day and I thought we could truly enjoy it after our talk but no. I just got to know that he "will not survive a second round". What the fuck did Louis do which hurt Harry so bad that he nearly got a panic attack when he realized what he just confessed.

Next mission, next talk: Louis William Tomlinson

But not today. I have to think how I will approach him smartly.

When I strut into the breakfast room, they all look up like I caught them doing something illegal. I hiss:

"Who the fuck told Olivia that Harry is in my room and then even told her my room number? He was about to open up when she dashed in and ruined everything." Out of the corner of my eye I see Louis tensing up.

"Anything you want to say Louis?"

"You really think I would give her your room number? I don't even know it. I was asleep when I got here last night." Shit, that's true and now he looks kinda hurt which I understand totally.

"I'm sorry Lou, I'm just furious because of what I heard and I saw you tensing up so yeah, sorry." Did he tense up because I said that Harry was about to open up? Is he afraid what will come out?

To answer the unspoken question in the room I quickly recite word for word what I heard. Lou's disappointment in me is long forgotten when I see the look of wild rage cross his face. I knew that they always were protecting each other but I didn't realize he was that invested again.

Lou's Pov:

That bitch. I'm really hurt that Zayn thought I would give his room number to someone like that but now I understand why he just accused me. And it's true, I did tense up. If Harry was opening up, that would mean that everything I built up with the boys in the last few days would be gone again. They would look at me like the monster I clearly am. It sounds really selfish but I don't want to lose my brothers again. And definitely not because of a mistake from the past, which's guilt haunts me everyday.

We are now eating breakfast silent, but it's not a comfy silence. We are all enraged because we know that Harry's quite probably mentally abused right now and we can't do anything about it. Zayn didn't tell us what he discussed with him and I accept and understand that. I also wouldn't want him to tell everything we discussed. He only said that Harry hasn't realized or doesn't want to realize how bad she's treating him.

I look up as soon as the door opens and am happy that Harry doesn't seem teary or anything like that. But what I see isn't really better: His face is cold and doesn't show any emotions and behind him there's Olivia trailing with a wicked grin.

I fear the worst and my feeling gets worse the closer he gets. His facial expression doesn't change but I imagine seeing regret and something else I can't identify.

When he stands still in front of us I look up at him with a questioning look.

"You all have to-" he tries but Zayn interrupts him.

"We all have to go home because we're using your fame for our sake right? Hmm?" He says it with disappointment and hurt clear in his voice. But the subtle little wink he send me makes clear that he tries to make Harry understand what we all know. I just hope we are right otherwise it will hurt very much. And if we have to go home I'll be devastated. I think about all the funny moment the lads and I shared and about all the funny moments that the future will bring. This tour is pretty much the best way to get closer to each other again, and I don't want to miss out on that.

"I- I- ehm- pff- I- You all- uhhm-" he looks down at the floor. But when he lifts his head up and his and me gaze cross, I see how his expression softens. I look up at him with pleading eyes trying to change whatever shitty decision he made. I notice the burning stares from Lee, Nialler and Z but I ignore them skillfully.

"ehm- uh- I-" I look up at him once again.

"I- ehm- I- I can't do this!" He looks at his girlfriend resigned and the second he says it her whole demeanor changes. The wicked smile leaves and is replaced by a scowl, the sparkling in her eyes is replaced by an angered expression and her whole body tenses while she sneers:

"Just do it, you promised! Come one. You remember what I promised you, right?"

He straightens up and breathes in deeply. Then he turns around to her and tells her:

"This is my family. Accept and treat them like you accept and treat my mother, father and sister."

600 reads? 600??? Are y'all crazy?!? Thank you so so much!!!!!!!! <3

Sorry for the late update :( a lot was going on

Hope you enjoyed it and have a nice day <3

~N

03.09.22