The one for me 💗 (Michael Afton x reader)

Chapter 46- (i have no title auahsush)

I stood outside, next to my mother. The breeze tickled my throat. I tried to swallow the pain away but I couldn't.

"Get inside.. right now." My mother said in a stern voice. I looked at her, guilty.

"No, you know what you've done wrong. I won't be taking any excuses." She yelled at me once more.

"But mum!-" I pleaded, desperate for redemption.

"No buts. I warned you about him! and you disobeyed me!" She was furious. My eyes widened. I.. disobeyed her?..

I felt frozen. I've never disobeyed her. Actually, i've never seen her this mad before. I slightly shiver at her cold stare.

"Now Y/n" She gives me another look. I should probably go inside. I turned and shamefully walked to my house. As I was making my way in, my mind replayed everything that happened today .

It was after the roller skating incident.. and then Michael took me home..

and then I was about to kiss Michael and then my mother came in-

WAIT.

I WAS ABOUT TO KISS MICHAEL?

I touched my lips with my hands. How surreal would it have felt? How would he feel on my own lips? My cheeks burned at the thought of me and Michael. I suddenly snapped out of my daydream when I heard the door slam shut behind me.

"Y/n. Care to explain what on earth was about to happen?!" My mother turned to face me. Her fists clenched. She looked beyond mad at this point.

"We were- well- Michael took me home since we you know were at the skate rink" I fiddled with my nails. I already scratched them enough in Michaels car.

"What? like a date?" She scoffed

"Mum- It was nothing like that!" I shook my head.

"You told me that it was between friends.. and I asked you 'Y/n, will he be there?' and you said no." She spoke once more. I gulped.

"Well i- I didn't know he was coming!" I answered quickly. I can't hesitate, she'll know I'm lying.

"That doesn't make up for the fact that you were in his car! AND YOU WERE ABOUT TO KISS HIM!" My mother raised her voice. My eyebrows furrowed.

"I never want to see you and him together. EVER" She emphasised on the word ever.

"Ever?" I whispered.

"EVER Y/N. I will never, even if heaven falls upon earth, let you and that boy be something together." She spat. I looked away. I've never seen her like this. I tried to swallow the thick spit to try to calm the pain in my throat. There was a slight silence between us two.

"Do you understand? you and that boy will never see each other ever again.. and i'll find out if you see him." My mothers voice was much more calm. I relaxed my shoulders at the quiet. She said something else but I refused to hear her words. I took in what she said. I can't ever see Michael? never again? I tried to look at her but I couldn't. The one guy that I truly love.. and I can't even see him? My mother stepped closer and moved my chin up so I can see her.

"This is all for your own sake okay? now you forget about him" She rubbed my cheek with her finger. I remembered with Michael did the same. His warm hand against my cold face. I remembered everything he's done for me. My heart stung.

"...Why?" I whispered.

"Hm?" My mother made a small sound.

"Why?" I looked at her with a deep stare. I took a step away from her. I can't recognise her as my mother any longer.